Hello again
I come to you today a humble and broken man. One with nothing and is nothing. A man whose only thing in his life is to serve my mother.
Without this I would have nothing in my life. As it is I have no friends anymore. They all stopped calling, as I only take care of my mother. To serve her.
I come to you to ask and beg for assistance with helping me get this place and be able to afford it for several months until I can get the extra money I need monthly.
I can't even take a part time job right now. As I travel to much and have to do this during the day for mom. Mom needs things and it is up to me to make sure she gets them. This takes time.
By living in White Rock, I can take a part time job. To be able to cover the extra that I need each month.
The guy who has the suite I mentioned last night called me today and asked if I wanted the suite. I went back there today and spoke with him and his wife for awhile. He works at the hospital. A 12 minutes walk. 12 minutes. Where as I have to spend 3 hours each way.
If I gave them everything I had each month, I still would be short. And I would have no money left over for food or the phone.
What I need is an extra $300.00 each month. This is the perfect place for me and to have mom over. A $6.00 cab ride to get mom their.
I am poor, actually below poor.
I ask for any and all assistance with this. I have been deep in prayer these last few days. I have realized that I am nothing. That the truth is if I wasn't looking after mom, who knows what would happen. I have no one, or anything.
I don't even have time to make any new friends.
Please pray and assist me if you can.
My address is 2846 Glen Drive Coquitlam, BC Canada V3B 0A4 This is on my profile as well as my phone number.
I am nothing without your support. I am nothing even with your support.
It has been a few days of reflection. Without my service to my mother I have no existence at all. I am invisible.
Maybe my plea will not go on deaf ear this time.
I do try to get things done every single day. I get up and am gone out the door within a few hours each day. I am on the phone, trying to make something happen.
By being so alone, I have noticed that my cognitive abilities have declined. I can no longer hold a conversation with someone. I can't think or even speak as I once was able to do. The only thing I can do is write and most of the time I feel it is not up to what I use to be able to do.
I am desperate, and I desperately write this blog tonight to everyone who reads it.
Thank you, though, for reading this blog. I do appreciate it very much.
It was mom's bath day today. So when I get their she is in bed. She ate OK tonight. Was very agitated, sleeping to much today. So when it was time for me to leave, mom did not want me to go. She wasn't ready for me to leave. She just wanted me to stay and hold her hand.
This I can do if I only live 13 minutes away. I could stay as long as she wants.
Mom is doing well. She is not sick anymore. I catch her singing along to the music all the time. I don't know how long it took her to fall asleep tonight. But she wasn't tired when I left.
Getting dark early these days. And mom cannot stand the florescent lights. I need to get a lamp for her night stand. As I am not able to see in the dark.
Need to go, I need to continue to pray for help. If things would work out I would be in this place within two weeks.
I can only pay 3/4 of the rent. this is all I have. I know I can go days, even a few weeks without eating/. But I do have to eat eventually.
GOD bless and good night
Please, if you can, assist me in this matter. If not for me, do it for my mother. Who relies on me being their for her.
Kris Schmuland
