So today is Mary's, Mom, bath day. Which means they put her into bed right afterwards. And by the time I get their mom is extremely hot and sweaty. So I pull all of the covers off of her. Except the sheet.
And immediately get her drinks out for her. But tonight mom was frustrated. She just wanted to hold my hand and relax, but she also needed to eat. I had to put a towel on top of her, to keep the bed clean, but she kept trying to take the towel off.
It was hard to feed her, as well. She kept grabbing my hand, pushing my hand away. Trying to hit me.
Mom also kept leaning over to the side of the bed. And this made it difficult to feed her. I had to keep sitting her up, so everything would not go everywhere. It was difficult to give mom and drink or her smoothie when she was leaning over like she was. And every time I sat her up, she would fight with me and then lean back toward the edge of the bed again.
I also did this so Mom would not fall out of the bed. Mom was hungry, but she wasn't. I am not a fan of them putting her into the bed after her bath. Especially now it is to become summer. To hot. And very difficult to feed her.
On top of this her roommate had her TV on very loud. And kept wanting to talk with me. But mom is very possessive of me when I get their. She wants me to spend my time with her and her only. On top of me trying to feed mom, I needed to find a way of letting mom's roommate understand that I am their for my mother and to spend time with her.
It really didn't make much of a difference. She kept talking anyways. So I had to close the curtain between them.
It was not until I finished feeding mom her meal and got to the fruit, that mom started to calm down. She was very upset and fidgety.
For me, I am still dealing with the theft of my bag, and my rent being taken with the bag. As mentioned, I could not leave it at home, because of the alcoholic chick, as I did not want it to be stolen. So I couldn't leave anything of value at home. And all of my ID being gone.
Plus dealing with my hearing loss and the vertigo. Last week, beside going to see mom, was a write off. All I could do was go see mom and then come home and go straight to bed. It is a little better this week so far. OK it is only the beginning of the week. Let us see how it goes.
Anyways, I am done for today. I have to get up early and work on getting my rent covered for this month.
You know, the only thing I really wish for, is to find a decent place in White Rock. The money to cover the rest of the rent that I can't afford at this time, for 6 months. I really don't care about furniture. It is easy to get. I think. Free of course. It doesn't matter to me if it is used. I just need a TV. And the internet. Cable, it doesn't matter to me if I have cable or not.
I keep an add up on Craigslist. And not much.
So GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland.
