Hello again
I started by saying Pity me, pity me not. FN right pity me. I deserve it. Is it you who is loosing your hearing, or becoming dizzy and falling over. Who has a hard time holding onto things with their right hand.
I think not.
What my doctor believes is that I have Meneires disease (please look it up). There is no cure for this disease. You loose your hearing, you are dizzy, you fall down. It is debilitating to those who have it. And I have to wait until March of 2014 to see the specialist. What do I do in the mean time. I have a hard time even hearing he chirping of the crosswalks. And then there is the falling over and the most important part is, I AM LOOSING MY HEARING AND HAVE LOST IT ALREADY. Again this sporadic hearing loss is part of the disease.
I take Teva Betahistine for it. Excuse me, I use to take it, a month ago. But not now. As it is not fully covered anymore. Again, it use to be covered a month ago. This medication helps me with the Vertigo that comes with Mereires disease. Which helps with the falling.
Example: In the last 3 weeks I have lost my hearing 4 times. Twice completely The first time was for almost 3 hours, in the morning, than lasting until I was on my way to see mom. The second time, well it was not as long, but none the less, I lost my hearing completely again. Only for 1/2 this time. The other two times I did not loose my hearing completely. I just could barely hear anyone or anything. These to episodes lasted for a while.
Then there is the falling. I have fallen several times. Most of the time I catch myself. But on two occasions I injured my left knee and left thumb and on the other occasion I injured my right wrist. My doctor is away right now, and I won't be seeing him until next Thursday...
Then there is the fact I have no spleen and haven't had it since I was 5 years old. Due to a bike accident. I fell on my handle bars and ruptured my spleen and had to have it removed. I have two huge scars on my stomach because of it. I had to have reconstructive surgery on one of them, as it was two inches wide. The doctors made it a nice small line. But I have two lines across my stomach. The scars look like a football or a shark bit.
I am to take supplements all the time, calcium, vitamins etc.... and I am to have these shots every four years. I can't afford the supplements and have not had the shots in many years. Not covered. They are not cheap, nor the supplements.
I was in 3 car accidents within a year, leaving me walking with a cane and having both my knees injured, plus my right hip. Long thorasic nerve damage on my right shoulder. Lower back damage L3, L5.
And I did mention that I was awaiting a CT scan to see if I had a stroke. Because of not being able to use my right hand correctly. I went the other day. Waiting for the results now.
I live with two alcoholics and pot heads and a prescription drug user. I don't do anything. I only smoke cigarettes. Not many. I am broke.
I need to move closer to mom, to do more for her.
Now for the phone. It was just recently I was able to get my phone working again. And now the charger is broken. So I cannot use the phone. But that is not the most important part of the phone. Even if I could not use it to make calls. It is a vital part of Mary's everyday life. And has been for many, many years. All the music on the phone is mom's. Except 6 songs by the stray cats. Otherwise they are all mom's music. The movies on the phone are for mom. 4 Bob Hop Road to movies. I bought an adapter to be able to play the movies on her TV, The charger is broken. This is the second time it has broken. I just can't afford to by the charger. I have mentioned this to the PGT, but they don't seem to give a crap that it is abusing mother. I arrive and the first thing I would do is turn the music player on, on the phone, I place it beside her in her wheel chair. When I put her to bed, I would plug the phone in and place it on her chest so it is close to her ears and she can listen in stereo, The speaker uses allot of juice and it needs to be plugged in all the time I am their.
It is a vital part of mom's Mary's life. And has been for many years. The PGT does not get it. She needs this for her health. Music therapy.
And then there is the matter of the juicer. We need this. Mary needs fresh vegetables Since she is not getting this where she lives. It is imperative she gets this as a supplement. Meaning fresh vegetable juice..
These two items alone constitute abuse of Mary.
Mom is getting upset that I can't play the music for her. She motions for me to play it. And has said several times. MUSIC and pointed to her ear. It is not the PGT who has to deal with the aggression that comes with mom being upset. It is not the PGT or my sisters who have to put up with being hit, because mom is mad.
Now one of mom's daugters family has written to me again, I just deleted it before even reading it. What they have to say is of no importance to me. They never go and see Mary or do anything for her.
In fact her own brother has only seen her once in the last year and a half. It is only the girls that come once a week. NONE OF THE OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS GIVE A CRAP ABOUT THERE GRAND MOTHER. So whatever they have to say is worthless information. I don't rent space in my head for haters. Or any member of that family of my mother's two daughters. Useless and worthless.
It might be different if they actually did something. But until that happens. They can just go to hell and back.
Even being a Christian I don't have to like them or even care about them. GOD states that one is not to waste their parables on the swine. Which this is exactly what they are.
I may not be anything to brag about, but I am the one who is their for Mary, daily. Everyday. And will continue to be there for her.
My biggest problem is not being in White Rock and not having a working phone. In case something happens to mom. I need to know right away. Not have to travel out there and find out something happened. Not cool. And I would absolutely loose it on all who have not done anything about this.
I am not to be taken lightly. I will picket, protest etc.... I have and will do it again.
I report things to the police when necessary. As the missing clothing, and the bullshit of my sisters trying to take control of Mary's health care without legal authority from the Supreme Court of British Columbia.
The charger is needed and I will be on it. I need to contact this lawyer I was referred to, Pro Bono. I need to contact an advocate.
Well I guess I wasn't able to recap the week. Tomorrow.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
