Hello again
I write again. I speak again. I express myself sincerely, My behavior is consistent and predictable. My words and actions are but the same. I honor all my commitments. And call when I can't make it or am to be late. And I do what I say I am going to do. I am loyal, kind hearted. I live an emotional life. I experience the moment.
Most important I take care of someone who, otherwise, can't take care of themselves.
Tonight mom was very hungry. It is a good thing, considering she has not eaten well in the last little well. Mom ate all of her meal and the fruit.
When she was ready for bed, she let me know. By brushing her hand over my face. When I arrived, mom had a tear in her eye. Glad to see me. Grabbed my hand and held on. This makes everything worth while.
It doesn't matter anyways. Because mom is first and I am last. I will do everything I can before doing anything for myself. I hold her hand until she falls asleep. I sing our good night song. I am there for her. And it is the best thing that I have ever done.
Now my campaign on indiegogo is not going well. Ok, it is not going at all. Zero funds raised. I really don't know why this is the way it seems to be. I have an urgent need for these hearing aids. I can't afford them and no, absolutely no coverage, for them.
As I wrote on my campaign tonight. I can take care of my mother without hearing very well or not at all. Again it is a good thing that I can read lips and micro facial expressions very well. I have been doing it for a long time.
Have to go, need sleep. And I have some downloaded shows to watch.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
