Hello again
So I have been in a writers block as of late. Well I think it has to do with everything that is going on. And the fact that my right hand is not working well at all. Dropping things like crazy and having to type slowly.
I really do need to move. And this is why. I spend 9 - 10 hours a day, traveling to, looking after, and traveling home from mom's everyday. That is 70 hours a week. I don't want to cut back on the time I spend with mom, in fact I want to spend more time with her. I just want to cut back on the traveling time.
And who said I don't have a job. And this job I am blessed with being able to take care of my mother. Sure I don't get paid for it. But I don't care. I have this rare opportunity and it is mine. Mine I say.It belongs to know one else. I love every bit of it.
Thank you GOD
I just wish my faith was stronger. So I believe in what HE said in HIS word.
I just need a little help with things. I can't do everything on my own. I get no help as it is . I live on less than nothing.
I have nothing.
If I had a little help, I would of moved to White Rock already and been able to get on disability as I need too.
So mom, the last few days, she has not been as aggressive as she was for over a week.
I was getting worried. I had her blood pressure tested several times. As I was afraid she could have a heart attack or another stroke. Thank GOD her blood pressure is fine.
She has been eating well. And plenty of fruit.
The last few days this one care aid has been on. She does not let mom's roommate have the TV on loud., She put the women's ear phones on, Takes the remoter away and turns off the light for the night. This is what mom needs.
Because of this women, mom has not been getting the proper rest. I complain all the time, and all I ask is that this happens.
Well I need to go now.
I am completely stressed out. I am not sleeping well,. Any little noise I hear I wake up. I am worried about this crack head coming and doing something to me.
So GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
