Hello again
I am going to start out today by saying what would mom do without me being their for her. I don't like to boast about anything. And the truth is what would I do without mom. The staff at the home are only allowed 20 minutes per person, per day.
If I did not do what I do for mom. The staff would have to feed her. I don't know if she would get her teeth brushed every night. No one would wash her as I do. Put lotion on her. Do her nails, clean her ears and everything else I do for her.
They would not go without for the sake of their mother. As I do all the time. Yes I bitch and complain allot. But I would rather go hungry and without properly fitting clothes or everything. If it means mom had to go without her fruit or snacks or even her different drinks. And guess what this is what I do.
It seems nobody really understands it when I say mom is first and I am last. I will and do give up everything so mom has the things that will extend her life. Even if it is only for a year. This I do all the time. I have lost allot of weight as a result of this and I needed to loose some weight anyways. A good thing came from this.
So to my sister's MOM IS FIRST, I WILL GIVE UP EVERYTHING TO MAKE SURE SHE IS HEALTHY AND STRONG. AND I AM LAST.
This is the way it should be. She raised and took care of me and I need to do the same for her. Which I do. And I have no problem traveling to and from White Rock everyday. Yes I complain about this. Well, not really. It is what I need to do, to be their for mom. And will do whatever is necessary for mom to have someone their for her everyday. Period.
Certainly not my sisters.
They really don't have any idea what mom is like, other than there limited time they spend with her. At these times mom is usually in a good mood. It is later in the day that mom suffers from the signs of her disease.
And I don't have any idea what their problem is with me. But who really cares anyways. I am to busy, taking care of mom to worry about their petty problems.
They seem to think they are the kings of the world. But I am sure they have not mentioned to the rest of their families exactly how they got to where they are in life. Instead of telling everyone they did this and they did that. Not true.
Yes I have received my share of help from my parents. Thank you to them now and forever.
I write this blog and what I write is the absolute truth. I tell it like it is. I write about my thought and feelings. Mom and her life and adventures.
How I am trying to do for mom and keep running into road blocks along the way. Especially the PGT and their lack of giving a crap about their clients.
Now it is about their lack of caring about mom's health and her nutritional needs. What she likes to have each and everyday. As she is use too.
Right now it is about the PGT not releasing her photo's of her life. And telling me they have to have my sister's permission first. And they know perfectly well that they will never give said permission. So mom goes without getting to see all of her memories. Her wedding, the family growing up and all the moments in between. Sad isn't it. That the PGT is this way.
I have been scrapping by trying to get mom the drinks and fruit and everything else she likes. I am doing all sorts of things to get these things for her. Taking empties in etc..... And I go without all the time. It is OK though. It is only the first few days that are the main problem. After that it is not to bad.
But, once again I will go without every time, to make sure mom has what she needs and is use to having everyday. But I can't completely get everything. I am trying.
But it is time.
I need to get to bed, OK, I would like to watch some TV and acutally watch the full episode.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
GOD tells us to love your enemies, and I say love them until they are so sick of you, they stop bothering you.
