Hello again
So imagine if you are in a restaurant and the waiter comes up to you while you are eating and grabs at your plate. Well that is what happens at the Al Hogg home. Mom is not even finished eating and the staff are their going are you finished.
Well, mom does not always eat her dinner in the time allotted by them to eat. In other words they only have X amount of time to eat. I really bugs me. Especially now, when I am stressed out and am trying extremely hard to read mom and the distraction is bothering me and mom as well.
It is hard enough to understand mom at this moment in time, but to add additional pressure, makes things crazy. Well it gets me frustrated and angry. Which I don't want to do while visiting with mom.
I am extremely pissed off that no one other than me, does anything for mom. They don't come and take her outside. Or even come more than once a week. That is just my older sister. The younger one doesn't even come at all.
If I had their phone numbers, I would be calling them yelling at them. OK maybe not yelling at them. But explaining to them that this is your mother and she did everything for you, and yet you can't even spend time with her.
I am having a hard time right now, as I am stressed out over not having rent for this month. Being given an eviction notice. Having the PGT make promises and then not to keep them. And even deny they even said that. Even though I have the emails as proof. Go figure, don't you think.
I am freaking out inside, and it is starting to come out in the open. I am stressed and very tired all the time. I am getting irritated very easily. But thank GOD that I catch myself when I am irritated around mom. And calm myself down.
She isn't feeling well and constipated, which was the point of her frustration tonight. She did get angry at me. But again it is because she can't go to the bathroom.
So being as tired as I am and stressed and pissed off as I am. I need to end this blog for tonight. I don't know what to write, except the fact I need help to pay my rent or I am out.
Well I have to do the whole Residential Tenancy Branch thing. Meaning I have to file a complaint against the landlord and that will cause problems. I just want to pay the rent and concentrate on mom.
I now will have to picket the PGT. As I had to cancel my surgery.
GOD bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland
