Hello again
So since the last time I wrote to y'all, they have not taken mom to the washroom, the food is well not great.
I wrote to the manager 4 days ago now, and no reply.
This to me, states they don't give a crap about what other people think, Especially the children of the people who rent their.
Yes I say rent, as mom pays so they work for mom. Not the other way around. We are going to have a serious problem.
I am disgusted by those who think they know everything and think they are always right. Or what they say is the only thing that matters.
I will be correcting this attitude. In our meeting I outlined what mom's routines are. They just ignored what I said.
The staff is rude, Example: Sunday is mom's bath day. I got their at 4:30 and I didn't see mom, I looked and looked. Well she was in her corner and in bed. I was very worried. I asked the nurse, why is mom in bed. She tells me it was her bath day. Again I ask Why is mom in bed. On bath day we put them in their bed's . Again I say, Why!
You have to talk to.... I don't even know what she even said.
And when I got into her room. Mom was so mad, she was gripping the rail on the bed and I had an extremely difficult time getting her to let go. She was swearing away. Very legible I might add.
So my back is killing me, I have had to bring allot of things for her, and carry the laundry home on the weekend, and bring it back the next day. Plus everything else that I had at home for her.
I brought a comforter and pillow cases. I only have two comforters and two sets of pillow cases. I now have one of each.
This is Ok though. I will give mom the other set if she needs it. I have asked for the funds to get her a couple sets of new items.
I have a TV and stereo for her. But the last couple of days my back has been killing me. This is why I have not written anything for the last few days. I get home and I am exhausted. I make a few things for mom and then I try to relax and watch some TV. Well I lie down and I am out like a light.
I have to figure out how to carry everything for her. Besides buying a car. I need new bags, and I have no way of getting them. Everything I carry their and back is for mom and what is in the bags stay in the bags, except for what is needed to go into the fridge.
I don't even have a brief case anymore.
But wow is me, cry me a pity pot. I don't think so.
Well this week might be my last week I will be able to write this blog. My Internet bill is outstanding and is rather large. Money has had to be allocated to other things the last little while. Mom!
So the bill is overdue and I don't have anything to my name. I am trying to sell the new clothing, well older, but never worn clothing that is rather large. Well extremely large for me now. But to no avail. No bits, not even one.
I have other things I have placed on Craigslist, again no bits. Not a one. I assumed that I could get rid of everything before the bill was due again. Now it is going to be disconnected, sometime this week.
I will write until the end. And then some. Unless I get serious help, as in the next few days. The Internet and cable is gone.
I don't have a TV and the cable is connected to the computer. I think I will be lost for awhile. This is my everything. My entertainment, the way I get the music for mom, and now the way for me to download movies and older TV shows for mom. The way I communicate with, well, the world.
I am trying to get as much downloaded as possible before the end.
Anyways. Back to mom. Enough about my problems.
Now mom does not like being stuck in a corner. She is talking up a storm lately. I have to try to slow her down. When she talks a mile a minute I have a hard time getting everything she is saying.
Ok I don't hear her words, but I understand her anyways. Call it what you will. But I pick up on things, I hear things. I read her mind. whatever you want to say. I have this gift. If I am connected to someone, I can read them. I can read her mind and know what she is saying. Think whatever you want, but we all have gifts, but we never used them or use them.
Now this place is not very good. I know if mom stays their the way it is, she will not do well over time. Mom will get worse, quickly. They are not even caring about what mom or I want or what mom needs are.
They are only interested in themselves and their opinion.
So, I am in pain and need to get say goodnight for now. I am having a hard time sitting here typing.
GOD bless and good night.
Kris
