Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Today

Hello again

Today was the first time I have missed a day in a very long time. And today was a day I should of been their. As mom was assessed today and was discharged, so mom will be moving. And because of the PGT I could not be their to celebrate with her. I have nothing and am completely broke.

If the PGT were to of kept theri word I would be set and be in White Rock already. In a nice place that I could bring mom over and spend the day or night. But no, they have a problem and cannot keep their word.

Mom did not handle the other day when I got their late. A for me to not be their at all is going to upset her very much. Thank GOD it was after the assessment that I did not make it.

I do not know what to do tomorrow, I need to be their, I can't keep missing days. Mom needs me their with her everyday. And not to mention mom has not missed her spa treatment in along time. This relaxes her and helps mom stay calm.

I beg of anyone. O forget it.

Their was one person who said they would help me, but they do not return my calls. So that is that. I can count another person off my list of people who pretends to be my friend.

I need to be their at the hospital, mom will be moving in the next few weeks and needs more now than ever. To be with her through her move and to be their to keep her calm. And to make sure mom is completely comfortable with the move. And I am the only one who can do this.

GOD bless and good night

Kris