Hello
It is not as bad as I mentioned. I just needed some extra sleep. I don't get home until 10:30pm and then relax, eat if I can then try to get some sleep. Which does not happen until 2-3:00am then I sleep and wake up.
So I ended up having a meeting with the social worker and the psychiatrist. And well the doctor and I have very different views on Alzheimer's and Dementia. She feels that they can't be saved and are one of the many doctors who believe in the use of anti psychotic drugs. And we all know how I feel about this. And I guess, if mom is given these drugs I will be taking the next step and fight to have mom removed from these drugs.
I believe that these patients can become a vital part of society again and she doesn't. I believe that my mother can learn to talk and walk again. And she does not. Not very good for our first meeting.
Now about something else. I am tired of people thinking they know all about me and my life, what I have done in my life and every other part of my life.
I will tell you and all who are listening. My life is none of any body's business but GOD and myself. The only people I would tell anything about my life where my parents and my father has passed on and mom has Dementia.
My sisters, the thieves, know nothing at all about me or my life. I have rarely spoken to them about myself and what I have done. In fact I have not spoken to them in over ten years. And before this rarely. They do not know what I did in the states. They have no clue what I have done in the last ten years. And know one else does either. Again my life and what I do and accomplish is my business. And I tell no one. Because no one is important enough to share this with.
I, in my opinion do not have sisters, and these two will not have any say in what happens to mom. Now they are trying to say where mom lives. Well the last time, mom ended up along ways away and I was the only one who traveled to see her. And I will take them both to court and fight them to have them removed from any decisions on mom's health care.
And the fact that mom is missing a $400 white gold chain. And no one is doing anything about it. Maybe I should be putting camera's up in mom's room to see who takes mom's things. As in allot of clothing has now gone missing since mom moved in at Ocean Side.
Mom is not going to be able to go to the dentist. Because it is the same old crap, as in River View. So what happens mom stays in pain.
Ok enough. I am requiring y'all to pray that GOD answers my prayers if you are Christian and believe in what I am doing.
So let me tell you about something. I have very little time to do things. I have to leave at 1pm and when I get back I only have time to write this. I only have mornings to get things done. Having a vehicle would create allot more free time to get more work done on adsaac. I need to free up some time to complete my web site, get my applications in for the research grants. Complete a business plan for the grants.
Get in touch with other organizations to let them know I exist etc....
What I am going to say before I go is this. My family has never taken the time to even care about what anyone does in their life. They are to busy talking about themselves. As it is with most people. I learned a long time ago that people only want to talk about themselves. So I let them. And if someone wants to know anything about me I will tell them.
And this blog does not tell you anything about me. I only write in the now. What I feel now, what is happening now, what is going on with mom now; How she is being abused now. I do not know what tomorrow will bring so I can only talk about the now. There is nothing else, but the here and now.
We can not live in the past or tomorrow. That is why I write in the now.
So I have to say good night and GOD Bless
Kris
