Hello
So I figured out it is 80klms one way to White Rock and the same back. That is about 4500klms a month. This is where I say I need a car. I leave and have to leave at 1pm and I arrive in White Rock at the hospital at 4:30pm And I arrive home at 10:30 pm after a 3 hour visit. But it is worth it.
Tomorrow I have a meeting at 3pm with the Doctor and social worker to discuss the fact that I am completely and absolutely apposed to anti psychotic drugs and any mind altering medication..
I guess we will see how they react. Again I will not let anyone censor me. Which I feel like is happening now. I feel threatened by them. I the way that if I speak out I will be prohibited from entering the ward and mom can't leave the ward.
So I am actually very upset about this and will not stand for this. If this is the way they wish to present themselves it is not going to be pretty.
Now dentist, I cannot even take mom to the dentist on Tuesday. They won't let me. And I am being given the same old crap I received at Riverview. Just put the dentist off for now. Well what about mom and the pain she is in. That does not matter anymore.
What I am hearing is Who gives a crap about the patient and their pain.! And then I tell the doctor what I want mom to have done and I was told that it is up to the dentist. At which point I said no it is up to me. Not you or anyone else.
This is where I will have to go to court to supersede their crap. I am not going to be nice about anything when it comes to mom and what she is feeling. I have said this over and over again and they should know this. That I will not back down from them or anyone.
I will be on the defensive tomorrow. As I don't like to be told that I can't do anything for mom and she has to continue to be in pain. As they can't get it together to help her. As Riverview did nothing for her.
Mom is being given drugs that are making her hallucinate and this is a no no in my books.
This is all just the doctors and social worker thinking they know more than anyone else. Which is wrong. I have been actively engaged in research and finishing my education, Over the last many years. Which next month will be complete. And as far as I am concerned. I just can't give out medication. Behavioral and forensic psychology. I have not just been doing nothing for the last 11 years of being sober.
So I choose to pursue my organization adsaac to assit all of our loved one's who cannot speak for themselves. And need an advocate to fight for them. And someone to pursue research on alternative treatments to Alzheimer's and Dementia.
I am really tired tonight and have to go.
So GOD Bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
