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Today I found that it is easier for me to get to White Rock if I go into Vancouver, instead of the more direct route. Go figure. More comfortable buses and Sky Train. And it takes 1/2 hour less. So this is what I am going to do.
I still can't rap my mind around the fact I am going the complete opposite way and around. But still save time. But the best part of it is I am not being sat on. I have this serious problem of not being touched by anyone. And I am completely serious about this.
I has been over 10 years now when this started. It started small but ended up being a problem. My girlfriend broke up with me. Because, well I wouldn't touch her or let her touch me. Yes including sexually. I would not sleep in the bed with her or anything. Then I went on dates and if someone would even brush their hand on my schoulder I would flinch and then that would be the end of the date.
So I have not been on a date in a long time. And I have not been in any kind of relationship with anyone. People like to be touched and I don't. At all. This is very strange and I don't know what started it. And at this point in time I don't care. It is fine with me. I don't need nor want a relationship. I am fine the way I am.
So today on my way to see mom I stopped at a dental office and booked an appointment for mom. Then I get to Ocean Side and I look through the window, while waiting to be let in. And guess what, mom is having a major hallucination. As she has been for 5 days now. This is the result of the medication she is getting.
Now, when mom first got their I had a meeting and in that meeting the director mentioned to me that they know about me and know about my blog and that River View had it shut down. I quickly explained that it was ok, because I had two others going at the same time. Cut and paste, I said. And that they tried to sue me but didn't. And I will continue to write my blog. And that if their is nothing negative to write, then I will write positive criticism. But mom hallucinated as she is. This is not good. Ok this is just down right nasty and against what I believe and have mentioned on so many occasions.
I do not and will not tolerate mom being given drugs that are going to cause such side effects. This I stated right away and will stand by what I write. I have seen it now for days. And it is upsetting mom and mom does not want to be their anymore. This she told me tonight. And tears fell down my face. It is hard to leave her their at night. When I know that the hallucinations are going to continue.
These are the drugs I have been speaking about for years now. How these drugs are dangerous. And can cause serious damage to one.
Now I booked an appointment for mom to have her teeth fixed, as the dentist at River view was just a quack. Now I find out that I might not be able to even take mom to this dentist appointment next week. Because mom is not even allow to go outside. I have been wanting to take mom out around the hospital since she got their. And know one could answer me about this. Don't get me wrong, I do understand that this is a new facility.
But mom has needed this dental work done for 6 months now and is in pain. And I tell everyone about it. Anyone who will listen. Not just the staff. But y'all
Remember world. Ocean Side is reading this. This is how they found out I wanted to have a meeting with the doctor.
You know I do not want to cause problems. Who am I kidding I love to do this. Because it my mother who is having hallucinations, not theirs. So I said years ago and promised my father on his death bed that I will never let anything happen to mom. That I will take care of her. And look after her. And if anything should happen to her I will fight for her and to make sure that it is stopped.
I do not have to state that I have and will continue to fight for mothers rights. I am a man of the I don't care attitude. If it is wrong I will do what I can to make it right.
This is the reason I started the Alzheimer's Dementia Seniors Abuse Action Coalition. I have to make a commitment to something deeper in life and do what matters. Something that will make a difference in this world.
To help, not just my mother, but to do something that will help all the individuals with Alzheimer's/Dementia, I have a cause. And this is the first real thing I believe in and have believed in. My life has been empty, until now. I want to visit my mother everyday. I want to fight for her rights. And if that means upsetting a few people. Oh well. You can't make big changes in this world, without having to make a few waves. And be willing to do so.
Me and my cause are going to go all the way to banning all anti psychotic medication being used on Alzheimer's and Dementia patient. First here in British Columbia, then in all of Canada. Then the world!
I will not rest until we (Alzheimer's Dementia Seniors Abuse Action Coalition.) complete are mandatet rest until we (Alzheimer's Dementia Seniors Abuse Action Coalition.) complete are mandate. I believe that we can re-teach these patients and give them a longer life span and a more enjoyable one as well. One with respect and cognitive awareness.
I do not doubt, anymore, my place in this world. I have found it and I believe my GOD has done this for me. And will help me all the way with whatever is needed and whatever I do.
I am angry right now. I cannot stand that my mother is hallucinating and that I might not be able to take her, to this much needed dental appointment. But we will see tomorrow when I get their. So again I cannot be to angry until we find out what is what.
So tonight I am tired and I am going to just go to bed.
I want to eat, and I am craving, well I don't know what.
Today it was raining in Coquitlam, and I am wearing my typical shorts and no socks. People are asking me why I am wearing shorts, and where are your pants. I always ask people if they want the truth or a lie. I always ask this questions People do not like the truth. So I tell them the truth, I have no pants or socks. And this is what I will wear until I get some pants. You see for years mom has been first and I last. So if I have extra funds, it is used for mom not me. So I go without. Big deal. I still have shorts and I am usually very hot anyways.
Well good night and GOD Bless
Kris Schmuland
