Hello
The last few days mom has been lashing out. Upset about something. I think it is the tooth. I have to get her to the dentist. I know this and am trying.
I need to do lots of things for mom and I need to do things for myself. But I am having guilty feeling for trying to do things for me. I still have not have gotten use to the traveling time and scheduling it properly. I do one thing I have to get done and then I am late getting to White Rock;
Today, all I did was drop off my application for reconsideration. And then I ended up getting to White Rock at 4:30 I left my house at 1:30 what is the deal. And where I dropped the application off was on my way. Just got off the Sky Train and walk two blocks, dropped the application off and then walked back to the Sky Train. I mean that was it.
I know White Rock is 50 klms away. But come on. 3 hours to get their. And then I needed to get mom a few things and it was 5:00 when I get their. What is up with this. And then I leave mom's at 7:00 and get home at 9:30. And this is not doing anything and catching all the proper connections.
I put an add on Craigslist for someone to donate me a vehicle. No answer so far. I am asking for someone to reach down into their heart and understand what I am trying to do, by seeing mom every day. And by traveling this distance.
I love my mother dearly and and will do anything for her. This means traveling to and from White Rock. It is a long distance and the bus is tiering, but I will not stop doing it. I just ask that you all reach deeply into your heart and soul and either help me out. Or pass this on to someone who may be able to.
The province, your church leaders. And friend with a great full heart. etc.... etc.... Someone who is a child of GOD and understands my dilemma.
As it is taking a toll on me. But it is only a week and a half since I have been going. I do have to get use to the transit times and scheduling my time. Getting up earlier. I am trying. I don't know from one day to the next what is going on.
I really need help now. The eating is a separate issue. Yes I do need to eat on a regular basis' but I am not hungry at all by the time I get back.
And then I have to deal with a racist, bigot of a roommate and with the people upstairs screwing with the Internet. So it is going off at 12am and then comes back on at 9am. I rely on the Internet for my entertainment on my phone. That is not working yet. But I am getting bills from Virgin and I am not on a contract with them. That is why I own my own phone, so I don;'t have to be on a contract with anyone of the carriers. I need a phone badly, And I need to get my phone unlocked.
The problem I am having with Virgin is: they sent me to the credit whatever and yet they keep billing me for a 120. per month and I have no contract and my phone is not working.
I just have an expensive paper weight. I keep calling them and telling them I did not sign a contract as it is my phone and would never sign a contract. No three year, two year or one year. Nothing at all.
I need my phone to be able to contact the doctors at Ocean Side. Which seems to be a problem. I want to discuss mom's treatment plan and no calls. I called twice yesterday and no one called me back.
This I can't believe, I keep wanting to take her outside just for a walk.But no answer, no reply, nothing. I thought someone would call back. I can't believe this. And it gets me upset when their is no respect given. I am in charge of mom's health care and I am ignored.
This is why I write. I said that if it is like Valley view I would write what is it I hear or don't hear. I just want to have a meeting with them and discuss my issues.
So far nothing in the form of any kind of response. I am their everyday and everyone knows how to get ahold of me.
Anyways, I am just beat. I am trying to get ahold of two companies who are trying to get ahold of me. And it could be beneficial,. but they are not leaving me the proper email.
Well I got this done before midnight, in case the upstairs people diside to screw with the Internet again.
So I have to go
GOD Bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
