Hello
Today I am extremely depressed. I wonder why? Well let me tell you. I have nothing and nobody. I started a business to help my mother and others. I am going along starting to make money, over and above, just making it. These last months have been good. Excuse me before this last month, where I had to cancel appointments which would of made me some good money. And I have nobody in this world to help me or to talk to. Period.
And the worst thing is mom is being abused, and dehydrated. Today again, I had to get a cold cloth and wipe her head. Then again mom drank 2 bottles of water and her juice. The last one I had. And now I have no money to buy her more. She ate all the fruit I had and the rest of her chocolate. Now for tomorrow I have nothing for her. I have an appointment to discuss her move. And I have no way of getting their.I hurt to much to walk and the bus drivers are getting pissed off at me.
I have to be their and I guess I will just walk. Anyways mom and I are needing help. I pray all the time for help. And nothing. Not even enough for fruit and drinks for mom. Come on now. I don't care about me, but mom does not need to suffer like this. I am use to going without everything. But not mom, I have made sure she has everything she needs all the time.
Every night I wash her face, hands and feet. I then put moisturizer on her face and neck and lotion on her legs, feet, arms and hands. Then I brush her hair. I also brush her teeth every night. I do her nails, clean her ears. I sing to her every night. Ok maybe I don't think it sounds good. But mom does. And that is all that matters.
I am also pisses me off that out of everyone in my family, I am the only one that fights for her. Pickets the PGT and argues against the injustice by Riverview. And now, I have to figure out the mom moving to White Rock. How to get their everyday and back. What I am going to say tomorrow. I am upset and mom should of been discharged by now. And the staff, most of the staff are going their as well. Well if the three nurses are going their mom isn't.
If I have to phone everyone to get mom out of their now, I will
I have to let you all go now. I am weak and going down hill fast. I have to try to sleep tonight.
Also if anyone wants to help me out. Please feel free. I do need one of those folding camping chairs this weekend, so I can use it on Monday when I go and picket the PGT.
And my rent is late, all my bills need to be paid. My phone is cut off. I have no money for groceries, or to get mom anything. And the worse part of it, I had all the money and more. But I was injured on a bus and to date I have got nothing from either Transit or ICBC
So GOD Bless and good night.
Kris Schmualand
