Hello
I am sorry it took so long to get back. Yesterday, I had allot to say, but I could not put it into words. That is unusual for me. Don't you think.
Anyways. I am upset at the fact on Friday, their was a meeting about my mother and her move to White Rock. I could not attend and my sisters went. I went their, but because of the location, I was unable to get to it. It was up this hill, over a block long. And I am disabled and my hip is shot. It was bad before, now, after the bus incident it is completly done in. I could walk the 3 1/2 klms to and from Riverview hospital. That was over 6 klms, plus the other walking I did. Now, well walking a block feels like my leg is going to break off at my hip. It hurts, greatly, to take the bus. I cannot do the 7 klms walk anymore. I can't sleep. I cannot get comfortable at night. Whether I try to sleep on my right side, left side or on my back. Nothing works. I have a favorite chair, and that was the only chair I could sit at comfortably. But not since July 14, when I was injured on the bus.
ICBC and Translink have not done anything about it. I have received an eviction notice and my phone is cut off. My cable is next. I cannot clean. My room is a mess. My suit is a mess. I hurts to shave, take a shower. I is with great difficulty to cook. And most of the time. I cannot do it. I have no funds period.
I beg to get on the bus to see my mother. I could not get to that meeting on Friday. Which was not handicap friendly. I told the guy I am disabled and walk with a cane. What about that did he not get. I had no say, but my sisters and them, had a good talk. Yea that is because my sister's have no clue what has gone on in the last 2 1/2 years. About my mother being sexually assaulted. Or being constantly being drugged into submission. And how I have asked them not to give the drugs to her. And Riverview telling me that they stopped and to find out that was just a lie. And then me telling them not to give the drugs to her. With me giving them proof that the FDA has give all anti psychotic drugs their strongest warning and that is not to give these drugs to seniors with Alzheimer's and Dementia. But of course they don't give a crap. And then, because I write this and tell it like it is and how I see it. And what I see on a daily basis's that takes place their and what they do to my mother. And how they just ignore the fact that she was assualted and not doing anything about it. And then let us not forget to mention CBC who was going to do a story. Excuse me wanted to do a story on this and then saying., well your mother is going to be moved. So there is no story. But mom was not moved and she still, after months, the same as she was before this happened. She has never fallen asleep while I visit with her. Like she used to before being assualted. And what about that.
Then the have the nerve to threaten me with a law suit for writing the truth. As I see it and have seen it. Buy it is Ok about the law suit. I will not stop writing this until they meet my demands. Which they already know about what I need to make me stop. And now. mom is to move to White Rock, Come on now. I have to meet with these people this comming week. As Jake, from Riverview states. I have said with not a doupt. That I don't want my mother to move to White Rock and I want her around her. As I live right her and visit her daily. Now for me to see her daily in White Rock it will take 4 hours their and back. But I will still go, I will not let my mother. down.
I started this company. Alzheimer's Dementia Seniors Abuse Action Coaliton out of a need and out of what my mother is going through. I was starting to do Ok and then the bus injury. I call ICBC and call. And I call Translink. and they just keep giving me the run around. As if I mad this stuff up. I hurt and I want to take care of business.
I have no phone and no phone means no business and no business means no money. And no money means no home, no food, no bills, no bus pass and it leaves me having to beg for a ride on the bus to see mom everyday. I except the generosity of the drivers, but I fell like it is stealing. And I feel guilty.
Now, having an eviction notice. I don't know what to do. I do know I am going to continue to fight for my mother's rights. And to continue to see her everyday. Even if I have to beg for a ride everyday. And the PGT telling me I will not get any help to go see mom in White Rock.
Mom relies on me to be their everyday. She expects it. And I need my mommy. Yes I said mommy. I love my mother to death and would do anything and everything for her. And I do allot, but not as much as I should. And I do feel really guilty about that. Yes I am depressed, but get off my depressed ass and do what I should be doing for the one who raiesed me. Raised me with manners, respect for women. chivalry as well as being descendent . As well as to love one another. Moral values.
Now my mother is the most important person in my life. Well my mother is the only person in my life. Again I have no friends. As I menitoned before I had friends when I went to the church, I use to attend. But since not going their anymore. No more friends, and all the other people who called me a friend, just don't talk to me anymore. They do not get what I am about anymore and what I am doing for my mother. And what I am trying to do with my blog and company.
I no longer seek the things of the past. I seek justice for those who cannot defend themselves. Those who are being abused on a regular basis's and chemically and psychically restrained. To the point of being like zombies. Not knowing who or where they are.
After all they are only our parent, husbands, wives, grandparents,brothers, sisters, friends, and uncles and aunts. They are just the individuals who built this country. Made us better off in life. Gave us all we have so we don't have to go and fight to defend the world against a insane man.Who wanted to kill certain races. Allowed us the opportunities to become who and what we want to be. Period. To get an education or not. To build business, and expand our horizons.
We warehouse them, keep them out of sight and out of mind. None of you realize that all of the baby boomers are getting to that age. And 40% or more of you are going to develop some sort of Alzheimer's and Dementia. Which will lead to either some of your loved one's will look after you.And try to get the best care for you as possible. And if you read my blog on a regular basis is not in the homes or institutions. It is not in drugging them to the point of not knowing who they are. This is the reason that the Alzheimer's and Dementia victums are mindless. If you take a Alternative approach to this desease. We can have our loved one's, stay with clarity for much longer, or even until they pass away, of natural causes. Not the one's that the anti psychotgic drugs mimic. Infections, strokes and heart attacks. 70% to 90% of all deaths related to Alzheimer's and Dementia victims are directly related to the anti-psychotic medication they are given.
These drugs are the killers of our loved one's. Not the disease its self. With the proper treatment, our loved one's can live many years beyond what they are now. And live a productive life. Enjoying themselves and knowing themselves. And their family.
It amazes me that all the cures for all the diseases on this planet now and in the future are on this planet. I believe GOD provided this for us. It is not in the drugs we create, but in the earth and of the earth. As we are. You do know I am a christian and that is all that is too it. And I make no bones about it. But I never puss it on anyone. But in this case, All is here, given to us freely. We just have to stop looking else where and look to the planet for all our sickness's and diseases. This is my opinion! After all who am I. I have just been studying these diseases for 7 or more years now.
I digress. It is time to say good night. I could go on and on. But I need something for tomorrow.
GOD Bless and goodnight
Kris Schmuland
