Hello again
Today it was a day of painful memories. I was thinking about mom all day, thinking how I can give mom a memorial service she deserves.
I have a crowd funding campaign and I just have two donations so far. I have lots of twitter followers and FaceBook friends. I write and ask daily, several times a day. I put it up there. Yes there is the funds needed to go to Supreme Court.
But my main concern is a memorial service for mom. I believe that mom is waiting for this to happen. It should of happened within two weeks of her passing. As my and my mother's religious beliefs states. But no, It didn't happen the way it should of . '
Now I have no money to give her this service. That is why I started a campaign to raise money for this.
I have asked that all who follow me and are my FaceBook friends, just donate $5.00 dollars each. And everything would be solved. I would be able to have a service for mom within a week of getting the funding I need. I have enough of them and I know there is several people who read this Blog. So I ask you to do the same. Just $5.00 dollars each.
This is the most important thing for me. To have the service and pay homage to my mother. To allow her to move on, freely. As she should.
I feel she is still waiting for this to happen. We all need closer. And that is what this would bring. Closer to us and closer to mom.
I am remembering the beauty that was my mother. Her Kindness to all. Her love of her husband. Her grace. I am remembering her generosity. towards others. Mom would help out if she could. No matter what.
I know mom and dad sacrificed for us children. I played allot of sports and was an academic as well.And this was not easy on them. The time that is necessary to take me around for my games. For my events.
Mom always was there for us and others.
I know my mother worked very hard in her life. But never complained. Or at least I didn't hear her. My mother made sure that my sisters had what they needed. They did not want for anything. I know if it were not for my parents my sisters would not have anything. But parents help their children out. I guess that is the way it is and was.
I did receive my share of help.. I won't deny that.
I remember the smell of home made bread, that mom made from scratch. I remember her cooking.
I just am looking to give mom a special memorial service she deserves and have the people who knew her for the last 10 years or so. Tell everyone what mom was like. How her smile was infectious.
What I remember is people always telling me what a beautiful smile mom had.
I remember. I will never forget. Those last moments of her life, bring me to tears, each and every time I think about them.
I will continue telling you all about mom's life for the last ten years and before that.
But I have to ask again. I need to give mom a memorial service. Please donate to this cause.
I looked after mom all those years. I am not a rich man by any means. I am in fact a very poor man. I don't have anything. This is what I have. My laptop. Mom's small TV, mom's stereo. My bedroom suite.( very old) Some clothing. The rest don't fit as I lost 80 lbs over the last few years.
My life consisted of traveling to and from mom's home. Cooking for her, doing her laundry. On the way to see her, picking up whatever she needs. Fresh fruit. Making play lists for her. And everything I did while I was taking care of her for the 4 hours each day. I wish I could of spent more time with her. But I lived so far away.
And now she has passed away, I move to White Rock.
GOD bless and goodnight
Kristopher Schmuland
Crowd funding site.
https://www.gofundme.com/ka556fdk
Please help out. Mom and I both would really appreciate it.
