Hello again
It is hard to write, as I am very tired when I get back to Coquitlam. 10:30 at night. I am leaving earlier, so I can get there for 2 pm.
If I were living out there, I would be there at noon. But I have 3 hours of traveling to do each way. It is just getting there earlier is my goal.
I need too. It is a life or death decision for me. Get there at my normal time and feed mom a little bit or get there earlier and feed mom allot more.
Or do as everyone else is doing and just don't give a crap....
Mom will not take anything from anyone else. They try, I think they do anyways, and mom just won't let them give her anything. As soon as I arrive, mom is thirsty and wants her thickened water and some of the thickened boost. It is resource or something like that, but I just say boost to mom. She won't take the boost unless it is thickened. It is more like food this way. Followed by the thickened water.
I am completely use to the thickened water now. And it actually tastes not to bad. I still have to take a spoon full for mom to take it. If this is the only way to get mom to drink it, than so be it. That is just what I will do and have been doing.
I arrived at 2:30 today, as I had to get my phone off to Ontario to get fixed. OK Sony is just going to replace it. But I have to wait for at least two weeks for the phone to come back to me. So I go without a phone, oh well. Life goes on. The only worry for me is if something were to happen to mom and they cannot get a hold of me. I wouldn't find out until I get to White Rock.
Mom is doing better. She is sleeping allot though. After I feed her she holds my hand and has a nap. Then a little while later she wakes up and I feed her some more. And this goes on all the while I am there with her.
This is something that needs to be done, or my mother dies. Simple as that. OK I get up an extra hour earlier. Getting back so late and then having to have something to eat and just relax a little before going to sleep.
This has been my days. When I am just sitting with mom, holding her hand, while she is napping, I pray and I pray to GOD that HE helps me find a place in White Rock and I move there right away.
I want to live there so I can be at the home by noon each day. I need to be able to feed mom more often during the day. What I do now, yes it is of a benefit, but I need to feed mom more often. She needs more of the boost and the water to survive.
I am doing what I can. I don't even go to sleep until 2 am. By the time I make something to eat and actually eat it, Now it is midnight or 12:30 when I am done. Let alone doing anything else. As in type this blog. I will keep up with this no matter what.
So please continue to pray that GOD helps me find a place that I can afford. So I can be closer to mom.This would help mom out greatly.
GOD bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland.
