Hello again
It is Friday and when I woke up I had a feeling mom would be in bed when I arrived there today. And guess what. She was. So now it will be until Sunday when she is up and about again. I really do hate this. I don't like to see mom in bed unless she is sick. And mom doesn't get sick. The same with me. We just don't get sick.
This time, however, it was okay. Mom had an accident. So we don't want her to sit in that all day. As they let her do most of the time. Again, I say this. We wouldn't let a baby sit in their own filth, so why do we let our loved one's sit in their own filth. I say, and will always say. It is pure laziness.
Because of this and mom getting a little sick, this morning. I did not want to give mom to much sweets. I did have blueberries for her. And her daily chocolate. I brought her some lasagna and a nice chick pea salad. Mom was very happy with this, and there is some lasagna left over for tomorrow.
Since mom was changed early, we did not have to wait for the staff to come. It was dinner and then the spa treatment. And hold her hand while she fell asleep. Oh yea, after she had her medication and something to drink to wash it down with and then a touch up.
I did just that. Held her hand, sang to her, plus our good night song. And left.
I didn't end up getting home until after 11 pm this evening.
Well it is done for another day.
Just going to watch something and fall asleep. I won't be eating tonight. Not hungry. To upset that my campaign to get hearing aids is just flat. Nothing happening with it.
I really did think I could raise the money for something I desperately need, through a crowd funding campaign. Since I have no friends or family to help me out. This is my last resort.
GOD is not helping me. I sure do need his help.
I am loosing my hearing. I am seriously hurt from car accidents and I now have Parkinson's disease. All can be proven, by the way.
To strangers I am a very well liked person. But family and those who try to take advantage or hurt my mother, I am not well liked. Most would consider me an asshole looser.
I do what I can for my mother. And I do a great job taking care of her. No one else is stepping up to the plate to do anything. I am there every single day. Coming up to four years.
Oh do I hate bragging about it. I really don't tell anyone that this is what I do. I believe in actions.
SO HELP ME OUT. PLEASE.
www.Gofundme.com/yugmns
I need the hearing aids to be able to continue to take care of mom and advocate for her.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
