Saturday, June 13, 2015

Mom and time

Hello again

It hurts me deeply when I see mom suffering like this. As she is with a roommate whom has no compassion for the other roommate.

Mom eating is getting worse as she becomes more tired, with each passing day.

Her swallowing is getting worse. Her chewing is getting worse. She is pushing food forward with her tung. It is taking her longer to even chew and swallow her papaya.

I didn't even have a chance to speak with the manager. But I don't care. I am passed that. Time and it will be this weekend that I file the complaint. I have everything ready.

But she did get her to eat. It took allot longer than normal. But she managed to finish

So I did, after, give her the nightly spa treatment and sing to her some.

I asked her how she was. If she was Ok and she nodded no. I also here she is sleeping during the day.

Time to get there earlier.

Living out there would help so much.

I am stressed right out now. I am extremely upset. It is all I can think of. I can't sleep. I am very worried.

If this keeps up, I don't know is all I can say.

Not impressed with the attitude of the staff.

I think I will see a lawyer. Or try to anyways. Who can afford one. Not me and not allot of people.

Pray for my mother. Don't worry about me. Just mom.

It is short lately, as I have been, as mentioned to stressed.

I need to go. I have to deal with something that is adding to my stress level.

I am forgetting to eat lately. I have gone days without eating. My mind is to occupied to think of eating.

And I am OK with this.

The blog will get back to normal once I deal with these issues.

GOD Bless and good night

Kristopher Schmuland