Hello again
Yes it is a great start to the week. But I am still waking up at 4 am. I have no idea why this is happening and has been happening for the last 5 days. Not sleeping well. This morning I even woke up over an hour before my alarm and was wondering why my alarm did not go off. I got up, did my morning ritual and then, and only then, did I realize it was very early. I even showered. So I laid down for an hour. Didn't sleep, but my eye's were closed. I rested a bit.
When my alarm did finally go off, I was already for the day. Showered, had my morning smoke long before this, my tea was made.
I just made some needed phone calls. There was allot more that I could of done. But I was to lazy. OK. I am a procrastinator. And I did it again this morning. I want to write a crowdfunding letter. I am half way there, but not done. I want to finish a letter to a long lost love. I finished it, but now I need to write it out. Cursively. Pen and paper. I really want to send this off. I am a little afraid though.
All the if's........
Anyways, I just did what I could this morning. Watched what I didn 't finish watching last night. Was hopping this women would test me. But didn't. To bad though.
Off I went. A little early. But oh well. When I arrived in White Rock I just went to a park and tanned a little bit. Trying to get rid of this farmers tan.
Then I was there on time.
Tonight mom did eat all of her dinner. And was calm. So after dinner it was easy for me to change her for bed and give her the nightly spa treatment. She didn't want her legs done tonight. Mom was just relaxing and listening to the music. I could see this, as she had this contented look on her face. As any of us would look like if we were listening to music that relaxed us. Peaceful.
I just let her be, held her hand. And enjoyed the music with her. It was great.
And of course the packing up and getting everything ready for me to leave.
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Gave mom her kiss goodnight and I left. I did miss the one bus. I was trying to get back at a certain time. I needed to go over to a friends house. Yes I said friend. To get a few things that he wants me to store while he is in California for a few months.
So I got back at 11:30 tonight and put a few things away. Will do the laundry in the morning.
And now I need to stop for the night. I have something I want to watch.
I need to pray yet. I usually pray right after I eat. Not tonight.
Now I will., when I am finished with writing this.
GOD bless and good night
Kristopher Schmuland
