Hello again
Just a little rain today. It was suppose to pour. Not so. I was wanting it to do that. I do love the rain. And we need it. May was the driest on record..
Now mom was all smiles when I arrive today. I love her smile. It fills up the room. It is a shame she is so isolated. They just don't get it. Put her around people who are speaking. Even if she can't, she is still able to listen.
I am not fast enough, getting mom her drinks when I arrive. I try, still not fast enough for her liking. At least I try.
It was a normal day for Mary. I fed her and then her spa treatment. The care aid came in early, allowing for me to just be there for her. Just holding her hand and not being rushed. She went to sleep in a relaxed mood, with a big smile on her face.
I love this, when she falls asleep in such a relaxed state, with that smile on her face.
And for me. I am trying to deal with the shaking arm and hand. And the loss of hearing. Still trying to find a place in White Rock. I thought I could get this place, but no, not old enough. funny. Even with a disability. No and no.
I just ask for things to change.
I need it to change, mom needs me to be out there, closer to her.
GOD bless and good night.
Kristopher Schmuland
