Hello again
Well tonight was the first time in many years that I was not able to bring mom a meal. Not even a papaya or an avocado. The only thing was that she at least had her favorite chocolates.
I explained to her that I have nothing and am waiting. That I am extremely sorry. I feel guilty as hell. It is the first time. My fridge and cupboards are empty. Sundry products only . But that is OK, I want to loose some additional weight.
Anyways she ate the served diner. And this went down within five minutes and mom was still hungry. So off I went in search of something else in the place. I spoke with the serving lady and there was chicken cacciatore with rice and green beans. I said great, mom is still hungry.
And mom ate all of that as well. Now dessert. She has the smoothie, but needed something else. Ice Cream it was.
Then she was full. WOW! That was allot of dinner. It is a good thing mom has such a great appetite. I think she was looking forward to the fish and chips, I was going to bring her. Another day.
Now it is another day to wash her hair. This time I didn't sing everything I was going to do. Very difficult to do that.
And we got her changed and into bed. By the time I got back from making some tea, Mom was already falling asleep.
But not enough to not want her spa treatment. It is a beautiful thing, watching mom just become so relaxed as the spa treatment is under way. And ready for lights out, when finished.
When done, I read to her some more. Mom does not like it when I read to her in bed. She likes it when she is in the chair, covered up with the blanket and holding my hand, while I read to her.
The rest is as usual. I just hold her hand, watch some TV, with the volume off, closed captioning to understand what is going on, and just letting mom drift off into the night of slumber.
Being cold, I needed to put on layers tonight. This took a while. Sang our good night song and gave her kisses good night.
And off I went. .
I am having to end for the night, I just want to go to bed and watch something to fall asleep to, Waiting for a better day tomorrow.
GOD bless and good night.
Kristopher Schmuland
