Hello again
Today my back is a little better but still hurts allot.
I arrived to see mom, and being Saturday, was in bed. Now the TV was on, but no volume. This is how they are treating mom. Just like the staff member who, which is what I think happened to mom, smacked my mothers head with the lift bar. They are not doing anything about it. Everyone is commenting and asking what happened to my mother. It could of been done by accident, but still someone should of said something. If they did do this, I hope they feel really guilty every time they see this bruise.
I am just guessing as to what happened. But I did check it out and it is a perfect match to the end of the lift bar
That chicken ass staff member who,might of done this, could of killed mom. A little bit more to the left and it would of hit her temple. Mom could of been knocked right out. I don't know. Only the staff member who, may or may not of done this knows for sure.
This could be the same staff who have been destroying my mothers nightgowns. Who, with all the signs, where putting mom's nightgowns in the laundry. I have heard nothing about this either. The manager has not even given me back my receipts. I will have them for a few days, then I will give them back to you. Is what she told me. More BS.
Anyways I made mom a great dinner and she just loved it. Had our dessert. I changed her sheets tonight without even rolling her over. And it took no time at all. I did find it difficult to change mom into her nightgown, while in bed. Allot easier to do it, while she is in her chair.
But got it done. Just when I finished doing this, the staff member came in and changed her diapers. Giving me enough time to get the dishes done and go to the washroom. It is a very long journey out their and sometimes I just can't find a bathroom. So I wait until mom is being changed, before I go. A long time.
I did her spa treatment very quickly this evening, as I needed to get to a grocery store. Well a certain store. I need to get some Christmas lights. Red and gold ornaments on the tree,with Red lights. It has been with Blue lights for years now. Time for a change. Couldn't afford it, but have to do it for mom. I will just cut back on my smoking to make up for it.
Mom did not want me to leave, she was still awake. Not use to this. I will make sure I stay latter tomorrow night. I did, however, feel guilty and still do. I know she understood me, but still did not want to let go of my hand. After I do her spa treatment, I usually spend, at least half an hour, just holding her hand, making sure she is asleep.
Need to go now, very tired. Thinking about moving and why I can't find an affordable place. I will spend most of what I get each month on rent, just to get out their. But need to finish packing. To see what happens.
Just feel the need to pack. It is just repeating in my head. Just Pack. Just Pack. Just Pack over and over again. Need to do it. Even if it kills my back.
GOD bless and good night.
Kristopher Schmuland
