Wednesday, October 29, 2014

That time of year

Hello again

First I would like to thank all of those in France who have been reading my Blog. And also all others, from all over the world, who read this, sometimes, nonsense.

So it is this time of the year where I would be crying the blues. Well I don't care, so I won't be putting extra pity me, in my Blogs. Just the normal or less of the crap I am going through.

I am now so use to having very little, if I had more, I would not know what to do with it. Eating daily, what is that.

I am just going to concentrate on getting moved to White Rock. I just don't want to be here anymore. That is obvious isn't it. I complain about it all the time.  It is just that I just can't afford the rents for one bedrooms, out their.

I guess it is a shared place. Even that is out of my price range. Really.

Now mom had a great appetite today, I brought Sushi for her, and she ate everything plus the entire served meal. Then I made her pouched pears, I added Ice Cream to it and she ate all of it. It did taste really great. And the Papaya, her chocolate. WOW! Then latter she had a few really good cookies.

We finished dinner, and being Wednesday I washed her hair. I see the relaxation come over her face as I am finishing washing and drying her hair. Ready for bed.

And the rest you know.  Spa treatment. She is able to bend her legs even more now. We were done early so I had extra time to just be there with her.

They say mom  doesn't speak. Well she tells me, she loves me each and every night. Clearly. Maybe we do have our own language, But I do understand her.

I do realize that no others do what I do for my mom. And I feel guilty that I can't do more. That I don't have a converted van to take her out places. As others do all the time.

And it is allot more tat I do, then just feed her and give mom a spa treatment. The nightgown issue. I had to speak withe manager. Complain. Show her the tears on the nightgowns. Let her know I need them replaced. Plus I had to go to the store and take a photo of the nightgowns, so the manager can see the price of these now. As I bought them on sale, and the price is double of what I paid.

All of this takes time. I have to watch to see if the new roommate will work out or not. Then file a complaint. If it is necessary.

This is just one of the things I do on a regular basis' I do so much for mom. I have to make sure they are giving mom the supplements. I make sure mom is healthy, happy and everything she needs is taken care of.

Watching that the care aids are taking care of her properly. Just a little of what I do.

I am busy. And I need the extra time, that is taken up by traveling, to be their and do more of what is necessary.

I have to go now, I am starting to not make sense. I think. It is my some timers. Sometime I remember, sometimes I don't.

GOD bless and good night

Kristopher Schmuland