Hello again
It is mom's new bath day and when I arrived mom had removed one of the sheets the staff placed on her and she was hot.
I rushed to get her drinks into her. I rubbed the bottle of frozen water on her face to cool her off. And gave her allot to drink. Mom was dehydrated, as she is usually when I arrive.
I brought mom a quiche and some of the salad she likes. Two kinds. And this natural soda. Mom drank the whole bottle of this soda tonight.
I have been thinking and I am wondering if mom can still write. I could give her a small chalk board and some chalk to see if mom can write. I feel really guilty that I have not done this a long time ago. I will pick one up and just let mom try and try. Mom can use her right arm. She understands what I am saying.
I just want mom to be able to tell me what she wants for dinner. Instead of me just assuming she will like what I make.
I know mom likes my cooking, but maybe she wants something else or something special.
This is why I will pick up a small chalk board and will work with her everyday. I know mom would like to be able to express herself and let others know what it is she wants. Instead of everyone leaving her alone to do nothing.
I tried to adjust mom tonight and it was to painful for me to do. Some of the things I do for mom is becoming increasingly difficult for me. This is frustrating me greatly. And causing a little anxiety. OK allot.
I only want what is best for mom. And I need to be healthy to do this.
I already have enough problems. Loosing me hearing, walking with a cane, serious depression, not being able to find a place in white rock. I don't need the pain I am feeling from this accident.
I am waking up 4 or 5 times a night now. I am trying to sleep on my back, which I don't do usually. And it is my right side I usually sleep on, so during the night I roll and then I wake up from the pain.
Typing is now bothering me.
I need to go now. I have a few more things to do tonight. Which mean I will be getting to sleep around 3 am. Great, I don't think so.
GOD bless and good night
Please continue to pray, if you are, for me that I now find a place in White Rock ASAP
Kris Schmuland
