Hello again
So yes my pain is still here. I can't even do my laundry without feeling the pain. Or clean up. Using my right arm is very difficult. And my back, well is not very good.
So mom was very happy to see me today. When I arrived, they had her in her room by herself. Really!....... Can't even let her sit with the other's.
OK they had the TV on for her.
I gave her the drinks she likes and took her out to the dinning hall and had dinner. Burger and Onion rings. She ate all of it.
And it was time for bed. OK the spa treatment first. I got mom changed and ready to be put to bed. The staff came in early and we put her to bed. Well it was early when we finished. So it was early when the spa treatment was done.
Which mean't I could just stand there and hold her hand. She fell asleep very quickly, with a smile on her face. Squeezing my hand.
This is the most beautiful thing in the world for me.
All the other crap just flows away, when this is happening. I feel a warmth that can't be described.
It just lets me know that I am doing the right thing, by taking care of mom.
Just need to be closer...
I looked at a place today. But not worth what they were asking. And there was a door in the bedroom that led to the main house. Really!......
And lied about a few other things as well. Their add stated that I would have my own washer and dryer. Nope it was shared and I could only use it once a week. Really!....
That is what is out there.
I will, I hope, find a place.
Please pray for me.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
