Hello again
Yesterday was bath day for mom, and when I arrived she was over tired. And we did everything necessary, ie: I feed her, washed her face, applied lotion to her face, arms, legs and feet. I read to her, for awhile, sang to her. Oh yea, brushed her teeth, changed her sheets, top sheet only and then the bottom sheet today, plus the pillow cases. Mom ate very well.
When it came time for me to leave mom was not able to fall asleep.
I forgot to mention that mom was talking up a storm. Because she was speaking so fast, I could not make out everything she was saying. I tried.
Anyways, As I was standing there, mom was just staring at me. Wanting me to stay longer, as she was not tired. I didn't have a choice but to leave. I stayed until 8:30, which mean't I got home at midnight. I really need to be living out their. So it does not make any difference when I leave, as it will only be a little while until I get home.
Well tonight, I didn't have much for dinner for her. I put aside some money for today. I had enough groceries to make it through the weekend, to make her dinners. I only had a little bit of cash for today. $10.00. ( I will figure out something for tomorrow) I had a plan, but when the train was pulling into the station, there my bus went. So I had to wait 1/2 hour for the next one. Which mean't I got to White Rock late and only had a few minutes to get mom her dinner. I had a plan and what I wanted to get her, was not there. And didn't have time to go anywhere else to get anything.
Yes it pissed me off a bit.. I grabbed her something. Well, mom didn't like it. She ate the dinner that was served to her instead.
Mom was extremely tired and was grumpy as well. I needed to stay clear of her right arm. It could of been another black eye. I had no treat for her dessert, and this was upsetting to her. I had the normal items. Papaya, her chocolate the smoothie.
When we were done, mom was falling asleep. Extremely tired. I got her to her room and got her changed, As soon as this was done, mom was off to sleep. The staff was late getting her into bed, so I washed her face while she was in the chair, and applied the lotion. Mom just slept while I did this. And when she did get into bed. Asleep she was. I finished the spa treatment and held her hand for quite awhile. Sang our goodnight song and left. I did stay latter though. But I ended up getting home at the normal time. Good connections I guess.
So here I am. I need to get my taxes for the last two years done this week.
I have been noticing that people are treating me differently, when I wear the waterproof jacket I found. Yes it is an expensive jacket, They think I have money. This does really bother me. Though I am poor and found a nice jacket, shouldn't mean I am treated differently. But that is the way of the world. OK, I don't dress like I am poor. A few years ago, I had money, and the clothing I do own are expensive. But I never paid full retail for any of them. I don't pay retail. I find the sales and I can buy good quality for an inexpensive price. But they are all way to large for me now. My fat clothing. And they look like it too. Or I look like I am wearing clothing that is three sizes to large.
Enough, Mom needs things and I have to find the funds for these items. One being her supplement that the home gives to her each morning. And a few other things.
I need to go, late and tired myself. I am going through the freezer to see what I can make myself for dinner. I am done with pasta. Eating it for the last 4 days. Done.
I ask again if you all would pray that I find a place in White Rock.
GOD bless and goodnight
Kris Schmuland
