Hello again
OK, yes it is snowing, but not like everywhere else. Just a little bit. But in Vancouver, a little bit of snow can shut the city down. No one knows how to drive in the snow. We have such a mild climate and a very multi cultural climate, that most have never driven in the snow before. And it is truly dangerous.
GET OFF THE ROAD!
When I arrived to see mom, I could see that she was off. Very tired. That mean that she was tortured again last night and she didn't get much sleep.
Yes, from now on this is how I am going to refer to this as. Torture. Everyone else gets to have the lights out, TV off and quit. But not mom. The staff cater to this women and do nothing for mom. They don't give a shit about how my mother is couping.
And I am now done with them.
Does anyone see my sister's doing anything about this. NO! All they want is mom to pass away so they can get whatever money is left.
And when mom is like this, she is too tired to eat. And she didn't eat much at all for dinner. And I brought her a nice dinner.
I got her changed and she was put into bed. But she was over tired. And couldn't close her eye's to fall asleep. Even through the spa treatment, when mom closes her eye's and relaxes. But not tonight. I could see her looking over at the roommate with a disgusting look on her face.
And this roommate has the TV so loud, we could not hear the music. It was turned all the way up on my phone. Could barely hear it. I went and turned the women's TV down. It was on volume 30. And the staff did nothing about it. This is the way it is.
Mom is a quit person because of her strokes. So they are taking advantage of her. ABUSE TORTURE There is no other words to describe it.
I stayed as long as I could. It is pissing me off that I can't find a place out their.
I prayed to a GOD, that I am now thinking doesn't exist. Two years I have been trying and nothing. I pray, I pray, daily. Asking for this, as it is important to my mother. Who needs me their for her. And I want to stay as long as it takes for mom to fall asleep. That is all I want. To be close so I can Is that to much to ask for.
My life is my mothers life. I exist to take care of her. And that is all that there is to this.
I am my mother's keeper! I am her daily caring, I am her nightly warmth.
I am doubting the existence of GOD
If there is a GOD I say once more
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
