Hello again
Mom tonight was so tired that I could barely get her to eat anything. I did, however get her to eat a little. Nothing I brought, a bit of the dinner they supplied. Half a papaya and an avocado. But mom never declines the smoothie. This she drank. But again very little.
This freaks me out greatly, when mom is like this. I get very worried that something is wrong. But what is wrong is that she is not being moved, that the roommate is delusional and they are not protecting my mother from her.
They tell me that the roommate goes to sleep at 9 PM. It is not when she goes to sleep that concerns me, it is when she wakes up in the middle of the night with her delusions and is calling for the nurse and arguing with them at 3 in the morning.
But after I gave mom her spa treatment, I set the tree up. OK, I set the tree up last night, and I put the lights on the tree tonight. So when it was getting to the point for me to leave, mom was agitated. What I mean is that she just wanted to go to sleep and for me to leave. This is when I knew mom was OK. I think. We will see tomorrow.
Again, I will be calling the complaint department. Since they have not called me back yet. So what we say, is not important to them. And speaking with the manager again.
So the month of my dislike is upon us. I will not be re hashing anything, as you know why I feel this way.
Loneliness is not fun. Especially having nothing makes it even harder. I keep trying, but seem to just fall deeper into this depression. Just thinking about this last year, not getting anywhere. I am hopeless.
I can't even continue to write anymore tonight.
GOD bless and good night
Kristopher W. A. Schmuland
I have chosen a life of servitude, taking care of my mother. Without hesitation.
