Hello again
I woke up this morning with the overwhelming urge to delete the blog I posted last night. I have no idea why I felt this way, only I did. Which I then deleted
It has nothing to do with anything I wrote. As what other people think of me is none of my business. I really don't care. I have my opinions and that is what they are. I can express these if I so choose too.
I don't care at all what my sister's think of me. I and they know what I think of them.
I write the truth and I leave nothing out. That is why I write this. For other's to read exactly what it is like and the things that happen on a daily basis' with these diseases. Alzheimer's, Dementia. Someone that has had a stroke.
I know mom had summer clothing, but they disappeared. And someone knows where they are, or who is wearing them now. But since summer is here, wouldn't it be nice if mom could wear her own clothing.
So I really don't have a clue why I deleted the post. But I did and I can't get it back. There was somethings on this post which I would of wanted to keep.
Anyways. 5 people have passed in the last two weeks, where mom lives. It is hard, since I knew them and interacted with them on a regular basis' .Over the years I have seen so much death. It does not get any easier. It is a shame. They were all great people. My heart goes out to the families of these individuals.
Tonight was a night to wash mom's hair, so I arrived early to do this. Mom was so happy and it felt so good for her.
I brought here some manicotti I made, but she did not eat much of it. She did, however, eat allot of her dinner that the home provided for her.
Mom is getting thin and it is not good for her. I don't see how my sisters don't see this and bring her things. Nothing at all. Mom and dad fed them, at least they could do the same.
I do everything I can, OK I can do more, to make sure mom gets nutritious foods and fresh fruit. Maybe they could do the same. I am their everyday and I have never seen anything, at all.
It seems that when mom grabs my hand and has the music playing, all she wants to do is go to sleep. It is about comfort and trust. She motioned to have her spa treatment done. She puts her hand on side of my face and rubs my face. This is her way of saying I want my sap treatment done. I did have to get her to eat some more. What was good, was that she finished her smoothie. This alone, is full of nutrition, having the supplement in it. And she just loves this. The look on her face, her eyes opening up wide, tells me mom enjoys these smoothies. Even if the meal is horrible, which they mostly are, she gets something that is good for her and she likes.
Well I need to go now, I have a few other things to do yet tonight.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
