Hello again
So I mentioned about a place in White Rock. A one bedroom basement suite. I went and looked at it and it seemed OK. Well it was $500 a month, small place.
But I did mention they contacted me about this place and called me back telling me that they were not going to rent it out until they spoke with me and I had a chance to see the suite.
I did and I thought it went well.
I called the owner the next day and she tells me that I don't have an income and it is to far and hard for me to walk to this place. I corrected her, informing her I had an income, not allot, but an income none the less. And it is less of a distance than that I walk to the main bus loop by this home where I stay presently. And I walk all the time.
We left it at that, She said she would get back to me. As an add is just coming out in the paper and on Craigslist.
Well she called me today, I didn't answer, but she left a message. In the message she stated that I am to old an need someone with a full time job.
I wanted to call this women back and give her the gears. But a few moments later, this came to my mind. A passage in the bible.
Jesus, chose the 12 and sent them on there way, and told them when you enter in to a house, bless it and if they do not receive you, when you leave. Shake the dust from your feet. It is better that they be in Sodom and Gammora than to be this house. OK I am paraphrasing. But you understand what I am saying.
Just saying
So today I brought mom a 3 cheese omelet and bacon plus toast. I made her a new smoothie. A field berry smoothie.
Well Mary ate 3/4 of her omelet and 4 pieces of bacon and a slice of 12 grain toast. And half a glass of the smoothie, with the Vega one in it. Plus a papaya. She enjoyed it. I had her usual dinner music playing and she had her eyes closed while she ate.
I just gently touch the fork to her mouth, she knows. Mary enjoyed every bit of her dinner.
I washed her hair before dinner.
I am ashamed that I cannot afford a proper place, I am ashamed that I am still in Coquitlam, when I should be in White Rock.
I love my mom. Mom raised me and it is my turn to look after her. It is as simple as that. Money is important. But my mother is more important. It is I have disabilities. And with this comes a blessed opportunity to do what is right in the eyes of our Lord.
I would never trade any amount of money for this. To be able to take care of my mother. Sure I would like a few things, but I will gladly go without for mom's sake.
Most people are afraid of this illness and run the other way. They are not sure what to do, there loved one is changing. But I run towards this. And have with my father and now my mother. I know mom is changing, I know there is no cure for this disease.
It doesn't matter to me. I love mom the way she is just fine. And I am not afraid of the changes that are taking place. I will be their for her through all of the changes and be their for her no matter what.
The only wish I have is to live in White Rock, close by the home. To be able to bring mom over.
I changed my add on Craigslist to reflect the fact that I am disabled and have an income and I take care of my mother. Full Time.
OK I am really tired. I can't get a good nights sleep with this women living here. She and her boyfriend keep waking me up at night. No matter how many times I ask them to keep it down.
It is becoming relentless. It is causing me to become overly tired.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
