Hello again
I would like to start with this. It is something to know that I was not going to be covered for hearing aids. But to actually get the letter that states that one is denied assistance for medical equipment. As I am not on disability. This is the part that really pissed me off.
These hearing aids are something that I actually need. And I can't get them. I am loosing my hearing and will go deaf. But my government tells me they don't give a rats ass if I need hearing aids or if I go deaf. We won't help you out.
This was my last place to write to.
Mom has not been eating properly. I need to figure it out. Why this is happening. She is very tired when I arrive. Even today. When I got their early, to wash her hair. I got their at 3:30 and by the time dinner came along, all mom wanted to do was go to bed. She ate some of her dinner. Half the avocado. It was difficult for me to get her to eat the entire papaya. Mom isn't even wanting to eat, but one of her chocolates. Usually mom eats the 3 pack.
It is not enough dinner that she is eating. Even bringing her some home cooked meals. One way to get her to eat her dinner, is not get their before 4 pm and have her eat at that time. Maybe she won't be so tired.
I do need to get mom a case of ensure, so she can get some nutrition into her system. Home cooked meals. More salads.
But what is really necessary is to get mom the proper sleep she needs. A restful night. Not being kept up with the lights on and the TV going at a unreasonable volume. And nobody doing anything about it.
Yes it is the same old complaint. Yet nothing is being done about it.
It is time to speak with a legal advocate concerning the abuse. Mom's health is suffering. I told them this would happen.
This cannot continue to take place. This kind of misappropriate behavior.
And when mom gets this tired. She wants what she wants and to not wait. She will grab the plate and bang it and get angry at me. Which usually entails her slapping me. She is tired and all she wants is her spa treatment. Plus, she need to be changed.
Mom has been motioning for me to put her on the toilet. I guess I have suck it up and do this for her. I have said I would do most things except take her to the bathroom. It bothers me a bit. I understand she wants me to do this for her. Suck it up Kris. It is your mother and she needs you. She wants me to do this.
I just never thought I would be changing her diaper or whipping her bottom. Times change and it is time I do this for mom. Since no one else does this for her. They leave her sitting in soiled diapers for hours. So I will find out which machine is used to lift mom up and onto the toilet, and I will start doing this for mom
My campaign to help me raise funds for the hearing aids is not going well. Actually, it is not going at all. Nothing.
It is easier to raise money to produce an album than it is to get help with hearing aids that will help make someones life better. Without them my life will become even more quite. To the point where I won't be able to hear anymore. Great isn't it.
Have to go
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
