Hello again
Today I am very worried about mom. She is not eating much at all for dinner these days. It has been at least three weeks since mom ate a full dinner.
And the way mom was acting this evening I thought she was going to pass away. I was and am freaked out. Mom was out of it. So very, very tired.
Enough is enough, something has to be done about her roommate and it needs to be taken care of now. I will be speaking with her daughters. And I don't give a crap what they think. My mother's health is being affected. And this is going to stop. Otherwise mom will become extremely sick and will cause her death.
This is where I need to have siblings to do something as well. But since I don't I will be dealing with this myself.
The way mom has been feeling, this could very well be her last year.
And mom refusing to eat, caused me to cry like a baby. I was extremely emotional. It is my mom. I love her. I don't want her to die.
And now is the time that I need GOD to grant me that miracle. I don't know how much longer mom can take this. Not long I am sure. She needs sleep. As we all do. Not with a TV blaring and the lights on. Plus someone calling for the staff all the time, or talking away to herself.
MOM NEEDS SLEEP. This is the only way mom can stay healthy. And if this keeps up I am afraid mom will pass away.
I will be on the phone with the social worker first thing Monday morning. To make sure it gets done this week.
I need to be living in White Rock and now. I need to be their for mom, to be speaking with the staff every single day. If need be.
I need help. And I need it right away. I can't wait any longer.
I hate coming home at night, I don't want to be here anymore. I need out. And for me to do this I need help.
Which seems that it is not possible. I am going deaf, but do you think I can get help with getting hearing aids. Not at all
I start a campain and nothing. I ask my medical for help and not eligible. I am disabled, but can't seem to get on disability. Then I would be covered for hearing aids. And by the time I get on disability, my hearing will be worse off.
Not to mention, I need to be around mom more often now. I don't know what to expect anymore.
My worst fear, is that I get a call at 3:00 am and I can't get their to be with mom. I need to be their for her in the morning and then in the evening. I need to be their for her, to get her up and try to get her walking a bit. To excises her legs.
I need to build a mirror box to get mom's use of her left hand back. ( I don't have the funds to build it)
I need to have the PGT keep their promises. I would be living there already. If they were to keep, even one of their promises.
They lie and cheat all who are involved with them. They are basically stealing the money from their clients.
Once again, I have a huge hate on for them, for taking the van away from me. Which I could of had it equip with a ramp. And then spending 10's of thousands of dollars of mom's money on a companion service. I mean more money than you would think that would of been spent. I would say at least $50.000.00 Most likely more.
And they tell me they are in charge of her legal affairs. Well abuse is a legal matter. And mom is being abused.
Right now I am so depressed and will probably tear up after I finish writing this. I am very upset.
I am extremely upset at GOD for not doing what HE has promised in his words.
GOD bless and good night.
I am clueless as to what to do.
Kris Schmuland
All I do and want to do is be their for mom. To take care of her. And I can't do all as I live so far away and no means to even move their.
