Hello agaqin
I really don't know what is happening to me. I fell again on the bus today. I cannot seem to stay upright. My speech is also being affected. I am having trouble speaking. Pronouncing words.
This is starting to bother me greatly. I think it is a sign of not eating properly. One meal in two weeks. Not good. I really am bothered by this falling and not being able to speak correctly. And I was just in the kitchen and I was dropping knives all over the place. I am becoming dangerous to myself. Extremely dangerous.
I really have to start being really careful. But don't you think, by being careful I will become more dangerous to myself.
I believe the PGT is at fault here. They could just of kept their promises and all would be good. I can't even sing properly to mom. It is like my mind has taken a left turn and is parked somewhere else.
The PGT could just do what they said they would do./
Tonight I arrived to see mom and her dinner was Early. Anyways I fed her the rest of her dinner and mom was all on me about getting her spa treatment done. Well of course she would. Because of bringing my aunt. I was not able to do this for her. And mom was asleep when I went back, and she does not remember me being their. Oh well, I accommodated her. Packed up and brought her to her room. And did the complete spa treatment including a manicure. Besides mom having her face done. She looks forward to her feet being done. Massage and then pour allot of water over her feet. Hot water at that. Mom just enjoys this so much.
This is when mom is ready for bed. But to the bathroom first. Well that was a 35 minute wait. And then I finished her treatment off, by putting lotion on her hands and arms, plus brushing her hair.
Well it was time for mom to go to bed. I asked the staff and it was, the same thing. Just wait a minute. 20 minutes went by and it was now 7:30 way past mom's bed time. So I put her to bed and I was almost finished our nightly thing. Myself singing my goodnight song to her. And in comes one of the staff saying Ok we are ready to put her to bed. Mom is in bed, who put her to bed, I did. She just slams the door and well that was OK for mom and I.
I finished off singing to mom, gave her lots of hugs and kisses and said good night and left.
I have to go now. Please be kind.
GOD bless and good night
Kris
