Hello again
Tonight I found out that the home does not even get mom up until, between 10 am and 11 am. Meaning mom is only up for 7 hours in a day. As I get their at 4:30 pm and have mom in bed at 6:00 pm or so.
This is another situation that has to be addressed.
Mom was extremely hungry tonight, and ate all of her dinner, two ice creams and the peach dessert. Oh yea, plus two of the chocolates I had for her. Not the one's she likes, but the second best. And she was still very hungry.
The dental issue still remains. Nothing done about it. Mom needs the tooth filled or removed. And right away. But my problem is I cannot even call the dentist to speak with them.
I have absolutely nothing left to give her. My cupboards are bare. Just like mother Hubbard. I am out of her cosmetics now. Just some samples left. And the promise to help out is just that a veiled promeses. Nothing so far. I have been trying for a week now, going the long way to see mom and stopping in to see if it is there.
There was a musician that came tonight. I asked mom if she wanted to stay up and listen to him. She wanted too. But 6:30 came along, and mom was falling asleep in her chair. I got her ready for bed and her nightly spa treatment. Including her favorite music. Diana Krall. This she falls asleep to.
Mom can't use her left arm.
Mom can't walk
Mom can't speak anymore
Mom is in a wheel chair all the time
Mom is aware though, very aware
She is alone, besides me being their for her.
I feel so bad that I cannot bring mom some home cooked meals. Or even fruit. Or even the Lindt chocolate she loves.
I wanted and still want the photo's of mom's life, but it is a year that I have been asking for them and nothing. I want to get her photo's up on her wall.
It is my sister's that are stopping me from doing this.
I wanted to get a Handi dart pass for mom. But this didn't happen, again
I will have to apply for this myself.
And fight for the photo's for mom. How selfish is this. They are mom's and should be up on her walls. Not sitting in storage and being charged for this. I am pissed off at this as well.
I am becoming weaker and my eye sight is getting worse. My sides are starting to ache. I have no idea what this is about.
The person for share wrote me and told me that it is not to late to get the Christmas hamper. But they won't deliver it. So I have no way of getting it home. I will go tomorrow and see what can be done. If anything.
It is day 11 now.
I am really not sure how much longer I can go on like this. But I guess I will have too. No other choice.
Now I am very tired and is time for bed. Well to watch a few things I downloaded
Good night
GED bless
Kris Schmuland
