Hello again
So today is Monday, and mom was hungry again. She does not eat much on the weekend and this past weekend was no exception. She barely ate anything. But did eat her papaya and some kiwi. But today she ate most of what I brought her plus some of the dinner she was served and the papaya. Which is a good thing.
I put her to bed and finished the spa treatment and mom had a small individual bag of Hawkins Cheeses. Her favorite. I have left a bunch of mini chocolates for my sister's grandchildren, mom's great grandchildren, but when she was their last week, they didn't take any. I guess I should of left a note. Oh well, maybe she will take some this week. Who knows.
A women that I had gotten to know over the many months mom has been at this place, passed away early this morning. I knew her daughter and her daughter's sons.
It smacks of the finality of one's life. How you never know. This is the reason I am their all the time and need to be their more often. This is why I need to move to White Rock.
Well I will not have a choice. I know on the first of November I will be receiving an eviction notice. I have to fight this women. Who is no better than a criminal. Has no respect for the law. As mentioned she broke into my room and does what she wants.
And because of this I suffered a small heart attack Sunday morning. I got up and made a tea and the sharp pain just shot up my left side. I went to the hospital and was informed that I had a small heart attack. They asked me what kind of stress I am under. I told them about this landlady and they told me to move right away. I have no money to do this. Nor do I have a place to go. I mentioned about mom, but none of what I do for mom is stressful in anyway. Only this landlady. I did get out to see mom, as I was in the hospital very early and was out by the time I needed to leave. I am feeling very weak and was told to take it easy and eat well. What is that I said to the doctor. That I don't do.
Again, I don't know what to do. Because of this women dying, It makes it more important that I move to White Rock and in a hurry. The other things I need to do as well. As get a burial plot for mom and dad's ashes. Where my mother's parents are at. I have to do it, as my sisters will want to cremate her, as they did with dad. Even though dad could of been buried for free through the veterans affairs. I do need to check on his again. To see if it can be done. But mom wants to be buried in the same cemetery as her parents. This is hard to write, I don't even like to think about it. Let alone write these things down. I know mom is healthier than I am, eats very well. And I make sure she is well taken care of. And she gets the best. Fresh fruit daily and home cooked meals as I can. Mom gets things be before I do. I cooked meals for her and freeze individual portions. Mom,when I can afford to make her meals, eat better than I do. I don't eat these meals. Well I can't eat much of anything. I am being checked for celiac disease. I can't eat anything with white flour or any dairy products.
I am messed up and have no way to solve my problems. I need to take it easy for a while now and be under the doctors care. I need to see him once a week for the next several months. To make sure I don't have a more serious one. Great don't you think, not.
So anyway. Off to the Residential Tenancy Branch tomorrow/today to file a complaint against the landlady.
I have to eat something now. Not much though. But will do what I can.
I need to go to bed as well.
GOD bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland
Now what to do. GOD will help me figure this out
