Hello again
I write to you tonight a short blog.
It has been very hard on mom this weekend, since her roommate passed away. She saw that no one was their for this women. No family, friends. No one. And she sees that her daughters don't come to see her. The one sister comes once a week and the other never.
It is sad, And I am a basket case as well because of this.
Tonight she was very tired and mad at the same time. She thought I have something to do with my sisters not coming to see her. I told her I can't even get ahold of them. But I will try and get in touch with them and let them know to come more often. And mom said in a clear voice. NO. Of course if I can get in touch with them I would and let them know how mom needs them.
Mom needs me to be strong for her. Not a basket case as I am. It is very hard for me to see mom like this. Knowing that know one was their for her roommate and us seeing her pass away.
This is a very hard thing to take. And the fact my life is falling apart and I can't finish paying my rent.
But I need to go. I have a problem with one knee and now the other is just killing me and keeping me awake at night.
GOD bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland
