Well I have been asked this question lately. "What is something
I do not even know how to answer this question, as I don't even know myself. It is not because I have a great diet and eat well. As a matter a fact I have been living on popcorn for a week. And the last several days, nothing. So it can't be that.
I say, that I had meals made and frozen for mom. And that is what I was giving her. While I ate nothing or very little. Bags of prawns, chicken breasts, made meals. Not mine, so I don't touch them. When I get things for mom, they are mom's. And I don't touch anything I make, buy or anything or mom's
I can say for a fact that no one would do this. Mom is first, even if that means I don't eat. It is not part of today's societies belief structure. " I am first" is the way I and other's view today's society.
So I believe it is honor, the right thing, being their, giving of one's self completely. This is what I believe to be the answer to this question.
I have been called a energizer battery, as I go and go and go. I just do it. I need to be their for mom. So no matter what I feel like I just go and do what is necessary. It is only the right thing to do.
Today I packed mom's room up. And spoke with mom about the move. She knows she will be sharing a room. And this will only be temporary.
Is this the best thing for mom. To keep being moved. I think not. Again, if I were to of known, the answer would of been no.
Mom was tired tonight. As she is on the weekends. It has been this way the whole time, mom has been their. So tonight she didn't want her hair washed. So it was the spa treatment time. This is what I love to do. It completely relaxes mom.
But it is very late 1:43 am and I need to get to bed. Mom is moving today and I need to get their early. Time for another conversation with the staff. The manager, social worker, etc... You get it.
GOD bless and good night.
Kris
