Hello again
My faith is still not with me, and I have wandered where it went. Maybe a new phase in my spirituality. I don't know............
I think it might be time to go to church again.
So my days are filled with worry now. Considering the doctor thinks I might have colon cancer. And this diabetes thing is not good. Taking the medication, and it is really bothering my stomach as the doctor said it would. I will loose weight because of this.
Then there is the police who have not even written me or called me back, concerning mom's wheelchair. This is really getting me upset. I deserve to know what Al Hogg did with my mother's parts for her chair. Time to take action. But by doing so I am afraid I might have a heart attack. There is allot going on now. The hospital still has not finished with my mom's records. Every time I go into the office I get the same BS. Not ready yet
I am not getting anywhere. I need to set up an office to get some work done. Or just to get something going. I have things and collecting more things. But no place to put them.
I am having very bad days now. Missing my mother and because I can't give her a service. That is one thing that is making me cry the most. As well as looking at her photo's.
I am lost and I am not getting things done. No privacy to do anything. I am confused, I am overwhelmed. I really need to just make lists and get only one or two things done each day instead of being overwhelmed by this massive list of things to do and calls to make.
I have to eat breakfast now. Need to eat to take my medication.
Sincerely
Kristopher Schmuland
