Hello again
So today I arrived to find mom in bed. She went to the bathroom and they decided that they are just going to keep her in bed.
It is a day for me to wash her hair. This is a important part of her week. It makes her feel good. They just did not want to bother to put her back in her clothing. All they had to do was put her pants back on.
I said to the staff tonight I do not want mom to be in bed tomorrow and I will be speaking with the manager about this.
Now mom has seemed off the last few days. Staring out into nowhere, I guess it didn't help matters that they turned all the lights on, didn't put any music on for her or they didn't even turn the TV on for her.
But yesterday she was the same way. Just spaced out. She has been talking up a storm. Making jokes I guess, but laughing.
Though mom is space out, she has been eating. A good thing.
I am just worried about her, as I am always worried. I want mom to be happy and healthy. If they keep putting her in bed, mom is just going to want to stay in bed and then she goes down hill from there.
Not going to happen.
Now on top of the fact I am in pain all the time, I am feeling very depressed the last few days. OK maybe a week now. I mean extremely depressed. Not wanting to eat, can't sleep.
I am tried of living so far away. But with my injuries I can't do much.
I need to have the keyboard right up against me to type now. Right arm shakes all the time. My neck is killing me. Can't turn it to the left without extreme pain.
Please GOD help me, is all I am saying during the day. Help me to move to White Rock so I can spend more time taking care of mom. I don't need anything. Just to be closer to mom.
GOD bless and good night
Kristopher Schmuland
