Hello again
The gentlemen that I mentioned that I thought was not going to make it, did pass away last night. I am glad I was able to pray for him. And give him to GOD
He will be missed, as will the others.
So mom is good today, happy, and full of energy. I had to leave a little early. OK the same time. Mom was not asleep yet and it did not look like she was going to fall asleep any time soon. But I needed to leave to get mom some things before it got to late.
But she ate allot this night. I baked her a squash with butter and brown sugar and lemon pepper sole. She ate this, a piece of pizza and some of the served dinner. And her fruit and chocolate. More than I eat in a day.
I only eat when I get home at night. Once a day. I live on tea the rest of the time. I can't afford to eat 3 meals a day. I should be skinny, but it is the time I eat. Sometimes 1 am.
Now mom was in a hurry to eat and then a hurry to get to bed. But it is Friday and I was her hair this day as well. It is not just washing her hair. It is massaging her scalp, Styling her hair. Pampering her.
And it was the normal spa treatment and conversation.
And off I went, I felt guilty about leaving before mom was asleep. Tomorrow I will stay until she is asleep for the night.
For me, my right arm is numb today, a serious headache, more so than the headaches I have everyday. And my back is killing me. I am dropping things like crazy with my right arm. And trying to use my left arm for everything is very difficult.
So as it is, I am in pain and I am going to bed as soon as I am finished with this tonight.
Not hungry. I'll eat something, no cooking though, don't want to spend the time.
My faith is still day by day
GOD bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland
Please pray that I find a place, whatever, so I can be out of this pig pen by August 1, 2014
It is for mom that I need to be living closer. To spend more time with her. As you can see, life is fleeting. It is that quick.
