Hello again'
I am in pain all the time as it is, I don't need to be in more pain. Or to not be able to carry what I am use too. Just doing my normal things, each day, is hurting. My neck is cracking all the time, when I try to turn it. Yes, you say, "then don't turn it" It is hard not to, when one has to keep an eye out for everything.
So I was just making mom a pasta dinner for tomorrow. Fresh pasta and a nice sauce. Well I opened a jar of sauce and the bottom broke. Pasta sauce everywhere. And I don't know if and where glass is, so I through everything away. Well I rinsed the pasta off and put it out in the communal dish, for the raccoons and crows. This is where the left overs go....
I couldn't serve mom any of this. I still have pasta left over and I need to go get my printer tomorrow morning. I will pick up another jar of sauce and make it before I leave. Hopefully I have time.
The one main thing about mom in her new room, is that she no longer wants me to put my phone on her chest to listen to music. She just wants to listen to the stereo. Sounds so much better anyways. When she gets into bed, there is a large smile on her face. She seems so much more relaxed and happy.
I stayed with as long as I could tonight. The staff is coming in latter. They are casuals and not familiar with mom's routine. Changed and in bed before 7 pm. This gives me enough time for her spa treatment and hold her hand while she falls asleep.
I will just have to stay latter.
I am in this empty place, no furniture and I haven't paid rent yet. I don't have the whole amount. I hate to do this to the landlord, but no choice. He takes half or nothing.
I still haven't found an affordable place yet. I am getting really worried.
Anyways I need to go, I am in pain and want to lie down and relax.
Please pray a place comes my way soon.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
