Hello again
Tonight mom was still not feeling well. They should of left her in bed today. As she barely ate, but she did. And mom just wanted to crawl into bed and relax. Of course this is hard when your roommate has the lights on and TV on all the time. Night and day. And all mom wanted to do was just relax in peace.
It is peace and quit that we all seek. We sleep in the dark, as the lights make for a interrupted sleep. And this causes health concerns.
It is not mom who is going to be moving. It is the roommate. She should not of been matched with mom to begin with, period. And so should my mother have to be moved because of their mistakes. I think not! So it will be.
The one thing they don't seem to get, is the fact that I can be an extreme asshole when it comes to abuse of my mother.
And I have been so preoccupied trying to find a place in White Rock that I have not been dealing with these issues.
And the fact that the home likes to make threats against individual who do not conform to their wishes. Puts things me on edge a bit.
I cannot keep this traveling up. I am in pain all the time. By the time I get home I can barely put pressure on my right leg. I am still having problems with my hearing. As in I am loosing it. Still can't afford hearing aids. I beg for help from anyone.
I will never stop going to see mom, no matter how I feel or how much pain I am in. Just not going to happen. Mom needs me to be their and I need to be their.
The insurance company has not yet decided if they are going to assist me. And yet I still need to go to physiotherapy. No money to cover anything.
My phone is not even working right now, Latter this week it will be.
I am exhausted these days. From the pain and pain killers. I need to take something to help me sleep, but it only keeps me asleep for a few hours and then that is it.
It would be so nice to be able to get home at 8 PM and to eat by 10:00 PM. I don't even know what it is like to go to sleep before 3:00 AM or eat before midnight.
This is why it is so important for me to be living in White Rock. I will not stop asking. I will be putting up a PayPay donation button on the sight.
If and when you see it. Please assist.
Once again it is 12:39 AM and I am just ready to eat. Soup and a grilled cheese sandwich is my dinner. I am OK with this. As I am very tired.
I wish I wish I wish I wish
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
