Hello again
Well today was a bad day for my hearing. When I awoke, I could barely hear anything and this went on for most of the day. I regained my hearing this evening around 8 pm. I am glad I understand mom, without her speaking. As most of what she says is not communicative. Mom mumbles. So I did understand our conversations, as I usually do, without mom actually speaking clearly.
But I was constantly telling people I could not hear them. That I lost my hearing today and can barely make out barely anything that you are saying. I was asking them to look at me when they speak to me. As I can read lips, pretty well, I guess.
Now, yesterday, Monday, I had to go to the library, as my printer is out of ink and I can't afford to purchase the refills. I get on the computer and do what I need to do. Get up and go to the printer to get my pages. When I returned the computer I was using, my bag was gone. Stolen from the library. Great isn't it. My life was in that bag. My wallet is gone, all my ID. This is the third time in 5 years that my ID was stolen. On top of this, all of mom's cosmetics and nail care products are gone. Mom's Handi Dart bus pass was in there as well. And in that envelope, there was a small brown envelope with my rent money in it. $500.00 I took it out of the bank on Friday, thinking the landlord was coming over on Saturday.Which he never did. Last month he didn't even pick up the rent until the 7 th of the month. This is now gone.
I went to the police station on the way home to report it stolen. They asked if I saw anyone around me. Of course I did. Everyone else that was using the computers. I wasn't paying that much attention. I have no idea what to do now. Well I do but I am extremely pissed off. I have contact the ministry to get something going.
OK, you say that I should be careful and not carry that kind of money with me. But you know that I have been complaining about the alcoholic roommate. And that I can't leave anything of value lying around. And I don't. I take my laptop with me to see mom. I is heavy, but I don't trust her. She is suppose to of moved out by now. She was kicked out. She uses everything of mine, without replacing it and then tells me she did not use it. She lies about everything.
The one thing that I can take solace in, is that I taped my bus pass onto the back of my phone, instead of my wallet. No idea why I did this. It was always taped to my wallet. And my phone was at home on the charger. As well as my laptop, it was at home too. I was coming home to get everything for mom, before I left to go see her. So I didn't need it. The bag was expensive. But it doesn't compare to all of mom's cosmetics and nail care products being gone. Or her Handi Dart pass. My wallet and ID. This is a pain in the ass. I have had to replace it, as I have stated 2 times already and it took a very long time to get things together. Now I start again.
I have to go for more blood test, and I have to fast ten hours for these tests and it is already midnight and I need to eat. So another day without getting them done. By the time I have fasted for 10 hours it will be time for me to go to care for mom. I won't have time to get the tests done.
So mom, Mary, was in a good mood today. She had no idea I could not hear her. I can still hear myself speaking, in my head. She ate very well, and as usual, mom was tired right after dinner. Tomorrow, I will be washing her hair and finishing her toe nails off. Oh right I don't have any nail polish left. See, what a pain in the ass this is going to be. I need to replace everything.
It is so nice to see mom so relaxed after dinner. I just have the same problem as usual. The roommate has the TV on, as well as the lights on. Mom need peace and quit. And she isn't getting it. The home has not done anything about it. Even after numerous complaints.
OK I need to go and make my mac and cheese. I need to eat, I don't eat all day long. And I don't get home until 11 pm at night
GOD bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland
Please pray for me.
