Hello again
The last week I have been helping mom to re learn how to eat by herself. She is doing a good job. I give her the bottles of her drinks and she does the rest. She is not to bad at picking up the easy to eat items with her hands and getting them up and into her mouth.
I started to have her use the spoon. I fill the spoon up with food and place it in her hand. Mom gets it up and into her mouth. I saw the frustration on her face. It was difficult for her. but she did it Tonight she was tired and not wanting to do this. She just wanted me to do this for her.
And I did get a punch in the face, as she was tired, frustrated and wanting to go to bed. Not eat. I try to make sure mom gets something into her. I am usually very good at moving before I get a punch. But not tonight.
Once I got her into bed, she calmed down. This is all she wanted tonight.
Now I keep asking for mom's photo's from the PGT and they keep refusing to give them to me. This is abuse of course. To deny mom her life and memories is abuse, abuse and abuse I could continue, but you get what I am saying
Two years now, I have been asking for these photo's
My sister's can say anything they want. I was their and saw first hand the damage that was caused to these photo's
It is late, I am tired, hungry and lonely. And nothing is going to be done about any of it. I have nothing. Yes again.
I barely eat and its been this way for a long time.
I am tired of people telling me to get a job. I have a job. I take care of my mother. I travel 3 hours their and 3 hours back each day.
Yes it would be great to move to White Rock. I don't have the money to do this.
So GOD bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland
I am doubting my faith lately. As nothing good is happening. Except mom is staying healthy. This is a good thing.
