Hello again
So recently someone called me a loser. Someone in my family. Who he is, I dont' know. But OK I am a loser. I am the making of my own bad luck. . I have done some pretty sour things in my life. No I have never done that. I have not been the greatest of sons. I use to drink, allot, smoke pot. Not in a very long time now.
I did get a good education, but never have done anything with it. Been busy for the last many years, looking after mom. KARMA if you may.
I did respond the the comment. And this is what I wrote.
I do apologize if you were offended by the truth
That's right I do nothing for my mother and you all do everything for her. Signed the loser, God bless. That is what I wrote. After all I did promise mom I would not write anything mean.
Now to carry on.
I get very worried on the weekends, mom does not eat much. As in tonight, she barely ate anything. A papaya, a kiwi and a few small bits of her dinner. That was it. She was very tired. And wanted to have her spa treatment. Her right eye was all red and tearing. She was not happy. I asked and she told me that she was not doing well. She was very bored. A long day of nothing. And nobody coming to visit her. I ask and mom tells me. And tonight she was very pissed off at nobody coming today to see her. On a beautiful day like this. This is why I write the way I do. But it is not OK for me to write about my sisters anymore. I don't feel write about it. I don't care what they think, I just don't feel right about it.
The weekends get me upset and I cry. I don't know what is up. But mom is like this almost every weekend. I don't know.
Now the PGT is refusing to assit mom with her needs, again. She needs more cosmetics and she is out of most of them. I am going from store to store and getting samples and sampling the products. By squeezing some out and putting it in an empty container.
Mom needs to eat properly, and this includes me making her home made meals. Which she always eats.
So I just found out that mom's best friend is still around. Mrs Elliott, like mom, has Alzheimer's. But a more advanced case of this disease. I mentioned this to mom and her eyes lit right up. I did tell her I am going to get her to see Mrs Elliott. This coming week I am hoping.
Now mom is in White Rock and Mrs Elliott is in New Westminster. I need to take a cab and that is going to be at least $50 - 60 dollars each way. And that is allot of money. I need to figure this out though. Mom needs to see her friends. And I need to find out which one of them are still around.
I am aware of mom's mortality. I know she is going to get worse off. I am not stupid. I just don't want to dwell on this. I need to concentrate on mom's well being and to make sure what time she does have left is the best time of all. To give her what the other members of my family won't do. Take her out and about.
This is why I started this campaign. To get her out and see things.
Nobodies tomorrow is ever guaranteed. We only have now. And in mom's case, now is of the utmost importance.
Life is a gift not a choice. Make the best of today and live. Mom needs this. To live again. She has not really lived in 6 years, since my sister's decided they didn't want her to live with them. And being the loser I am, I don't have a wheel chair van to get her out to anywhere. Everywhere mom wants to go and needs to go.
This is my whole goal in life. Is to be there for my mother. Yes I am poor, yes I barely eat, I don't have clothing that fits, because of loosing all this weight. To bad. I really don't care.
I ONLY CARE ABOUT MY MOTHER AND HER FEELINGS AND WHAT HAPPENS TO HER.
And right now, the PGT are on my list. They are not doing their job and ignoring my emails. Stephen Flynn and his supervisor Leanne Dospital. Write them and complain.
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GOD bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland
Oh yea I have not been able to get into my Gmail or this blog in days now. Not through Internet explorer or even FireFox.
