Tuesday, July 31, 2012

What would you do with the rest of your life.

Hello again

If you were given two years to live. What would you do with the rest of your life?

This is the question I propose to you. And this is what I write about. Concerning my mother.

Again, the average life span of someone with Alzheimer's and/Dementia is 7 - 10 years. Now mom is in year 8. I am not saying mom is dying anytime soon. But with this disease you never know when things can change. For the good or the bad. It is a disease that knows no boundaries. It attacks anyone and everyone. Well, almost. And in the next many years, more and more of our population is going to develop this disease.

We are not eating healthy enough.  This is why i is important for me to make sure mom gets extremely good meals. And the PGT is stopping me from doing this. Mom is not eating her meals at the home. I do understand this, as the food is not always very good.

I don't know how much time mom has left, but I want and need her to enjoy every bit of it. GOD forbids she passes any time soon. But wouldn't you do everything you could to enjoy what time you have left of this planet.

Well this is all I ask for my mother. To be able to see everything she has missed over the last many years. No thanks to my completely screwed up life, where I can't even get mom out and about.

I do, however feel like my life is cursed. And someone has done this to me.

I sure if this is true, they are having a good laugh right now.

Now today mom was in a bad mood. And I have been noticing that mom is in a bad mood, the days my sister comes to visit her. I asked if my sister speaks with her. Not to her. And the answer is no. Does my sister listen to mom. The answer again is no. Mom is upset that I am not their when my sister comes to visit. I just told her I don't know when she comes.

And clothing is going missing again.

Now I say unto you, help me to give mom a great life.

GOD bless and good night

Kris Schmuland