Hello
I am starting with the fact that ICBC and Translink are doing nothing for me and I am getting worse off. It is hurting more and more to take transit. Yet I will not stop going to see mom. So I have to deal with the pain. And my doctor. Well I wait for a few minutes of his time.
Now I where shorts and no socks. I have no jeans or socks. And the PGT was to help me with this and I have not heard anything from them. And the PGT, well Stephen Flynn, said they would give me $3000.00 to take care of everything that is needed. As long as don't press the car issue until the new year. At which time I can get help. Well that was 2 weeks ago now. And part of the money was for clothing and a jacket. But no response, yet. Just the same putting me off as usual.
The hospital, Oceanside, is complaining about getting in touch with me. I need a phone.
And on top of this. Well I went through mom's closet and there are allot of clothing that are gone. Just disappeared. The ghosts must be taking them. I have spent several thousand of dollars to buy mom nice clothing and what is in her closet is as follows. 80% of the clothing, is clothing that were mine and mom wanted them, so I gave them to her.What ever mom wants mom gets. Even the clothing off of my back.10% is clothing that mom had from at least 5 to 7 years ago. And the last 10% is the new clothing I have purchased her. I have the receipts and remember everything I bought her and wear I bought it.
Well either the staff at Riverview or Oceanside went on a shopping spree, Or, which I feel happened, my sister's are up to there same old pattern. Taking things from mom. They will strip her blind.
Just as they did with mom and dad's home. They conned them into selling it and then took everything in it. I mean everything. They just helped themselves. Knowing that 1/3 of it was mine and I wanted mom and dad to keep it. My sisters wanted the Royal Dalton China and just took it. Just as they are doing now. They have 0 taste in clothing. No Style. Which I do and they can just take it, as they have done with all my things, all my life.
Here is just one example. Both of my sisters have 0 creative talent. So through out school. They would take all of my drawings in, as their own, Of course they would get great grades. As I am talented.
I never had birthday parties, as my sister's and mine our days apart and she just dominated the day and I had to share everything. This is why, to this day. I never celebrate my birthday. Never did why start now.
So I visited mom today and both of us where happy to see each other. The staff wait for me to get their, to help feed her. I mean I help, I let mom do as much as she wants. But she, allot of the time. Just hands me the fork. I love this.
Mom wanted to walk, but she still is a little stoned from yesterday. And speaking of her walking. The staff want me to put a harness on mom. I am not going to put a harness on mom. Mom is not a animal. I will never do this to her. But they say, if something happens they are libel. I am looking after her. And I can take care of her fine. I lift her up everyday, and I think I am strong enough to be able to take care of my mother. And well, I will continue to walk mom without a harness.
Just like the doctor telling me mom will never walk or talk again. This is after meeting her once. I think you should not just rely on this opinion and ask someone who has been with her daily for 7 years. I know what mom can and can't do. Not the doctor. I know what happens with each medicine reduction, and when they reduce her anti psychotic medication. Mom starts to speak clearer. I have seen this for my self. And I know when mom started to loose her ability to speak. This is when they started her on these drugs.
Before I go on, I would like to say, I am cold. I can't seem to get warm. While out, as long as I am moving and I am warm up top. My legs are warm. But now I am not moving, I am cold. Or my place is really cold. Well it isn't cold in here. I is just me. I know I can deal with the shorts and no socks issue, as long as my feet are warm, I guess I will be OK. For how long I don't know. But I will go on.
Well bed time. Or TV time. Need to eat, but that is not going to happen, any time soon. So
GOD Bless and good night
Kris
